Honoring MLK with a shout-out to African American intersectionality around Veganism…In other words, soul food.

My dad went to seminary late in life, taking on ministry as a second (third?) career. He got his M.Div. at Emory in Atlanta when I was about three through eight years old.

I do remember certain things about childhood in Atlanta. I spent a lot of time in preschool and Bible camp during the days. It was a very integrated environment and I recall being one of the few white girls at my particular preschool, since my father believed very much in making sure I had that type of experience of diversity. It was a value that I’m fortunate he had taken out of the sixties and given in at least some portion to me. My own M.Div. was earned at Vanderbilt in Nashville. As an adult I had another opportunity to really engage in dialogue (especially of a philosophical and theological nature) with a diverse student body. I bumped up against my own white privilege many ways, and acknowledge it to be an active, life-long process.

I remember from childhood in Atlanta that there, MLK Jr. Day is a very, very, very big deal. There and in the South and, I hope, in many other places, it is a holiday where people are encouraged to go out and do some public service as a way to honor his legacy.

Like Gandhi, MLK Jr. understood the connection between our treatment of other animals and our treatment of one another. Intersectionality goes back into the ancient times, and is by no means a remotely new fad.

That brings me to my own act of service. Though this is, unfortunately, not the most divisive or violent or racist period in American history, it is a pretty rocky one. As my own day of service in honor of MLK Jr., I wanted to offer this blog. Obviously (I hope), I am not attempting to speak for African Americans about this topic. I am trying to use what platform I have to push the issue out into our human system, for my readers’ consideration. I’m attaching several resources here. If you only do one thing besides read this blog post, I suggest that it be taking an hour to listen to this workshop on Uprooting White Fragility by Dr. A. Breeze Harper.

If you’ve read more than a couple posts here you also know I am a vegan. I first learned about Dr. Harper’s work because she has been a strong and leading voice about the racism of American food systems and about the intersectionality between human and non-human (animal) rights. Again, I am not the one to lead in this discussion but I strongly recommend Dr. Harper’s book on the topic called Sistah Vegan.

There are at least two big branches in this river of a conversation. One is food systems inequality and “the colonization of diet.” Or, as activists like Karen Washington call it, “food apartheid.” In this discussion our attention is called to the ways cultural diets, often more plant-based and certainly including more healthy and homemade foods, have been destroyed in the creation of junk food “deserts” where especially Native, African, Hispanic folks have very little access to fresh and healthy foods, and are incentivized (if not forced) to eat low value, low cost meals.

I’m not trying to say that no non-white cultures ate animals. We know better. But the removal of cultural, localized diets has deprived folks of the beans, grains, fruits, berries, and veggies that their ancestors lived off of far more than animal products, leading to better health and more balance in the ecosystem. Epidemics of diabetes and heart disease in these communities are exposed as another form of genocide when explored to their logical conclusion. In recent years grassroots activism like that of Dr. Harper has reached many non-white communities, and may be a reason that there are currently more African American and generally non-white vegans in the US than white ones. This, despite the common dismissal of the lifestyle as elitist, and/or an eccentricity of white privilege. A really good cookbook dealing with the decolonization of diet from a Native American perspective is this one, which all we residents of the Americas may find particularly interesting. PCRM (Physicians Committee for Responsible Medicine) also puts out free resources about Native American decolonized diet, and food desert activism, etc.

This conversation can be extremely fraught because speaking about food is every bit as heated as talking about other deeply indoctrinated aspects of our lives, like politics and religion. But, the even more tender aspect of this conversation is the contemplation of intersectionality between human rights and non-human (animal) rights. Many of us as women and sometimes men have been shamed, marginalized and bullied in various social settings by being called “cows,” “pigs,” “dogs,” “whales,” “hogs,” “monkeys,” etc. enough times to understand that it can feel like a default attack to be compared in any way to other animals. This applies much more so when you have actually been rounded up, transported, bought and sold or mass-slaughtered like other animals. Yet this is the recent and occasionally ongoing history of African Americans, Jews, Native Americans, any type of refugee immigrants (especially black and brown ones), and more.

“I think there is a connection between … the way we treat animals and the way we treat people who are at the bottom of the hierarchy.”

Angela Davis

The first time I encountered the intersectionality between racism and carnism (eating other animals), it was in the book, “The Dreaded Comparison.” I was most drawn to that book because Alice Walker, one of my fave authors, wrote the introduction and described her own reasons for vegetarianism. Since then I’ve found other resources like Sistah Vegan to be very helpful in becoming more aware of all the different aspects of dietary ethics that I had no clue about when I first became a ovo-lacto vegetarian and then, in 2011, vegan.

I’m not going to go into all the aspects of these issues because the wonderful, awesome, very accessible resources I am linking in are much better than what I could ever do. I am strongly suggesting that consuming some of this information is a very important thing for all of us to consider (food pun intended). Whether we are new to considering the intersectionality, the veganism, or anything in between it’s the job of the privileged to take on information about how to bring balance and equality. This applies to our relationship with the other living beings on the planet as well as other people. There, I want to get this info out quickly so folks have time to look at it on the holiday if they have that time free. If not, it’ll be there for you later!

Resources:

Dr. Harper is a great place to start at the resources already mentioned, her website and/or her first book Sistah Vegan.

The newest issue of VegNews is devoted to black veganism in the US.

A wonderful blogging family who are African American vegans raising a fam and keeping folks up to date on tons of vegan foods and resources are: This Infinite Life. Here’s one YouTube video of theirs, introducing their cookbook, to help you find them on their various channels.

PETA info sheet about civil rights activism and vegetarianism.

There are quite a few “vegan soul food” cookbooks out now, but this is the one I own so I’ll point you over here. I also like that the author Bryant Terry adds music playlists for cooking and eating every dish. It’s called Vegan Soul Kitchen. Bryant Terry also wrote the forward to the “Decolonize your Diet” cookbook I linked up above.

Circles of Compassion is a book of essays that came out of the World Peace Diet collective and deals with racism, heterosexism, sexism, and many other issues interacting with speciesism within intersectionality.

Harvest

Here we are at Lughnasadh, which Wiccan-influenced Neo-pagans (what a harvest of words!) celebrate as the first-fruits of harvest. While it’s nowhere near Samhain (the meat/blood harvest that was syncretized into Soul’s Eve and Halloween), it already carries undertones of death. The Pagan god, like Christ, dies to protect and nourish his people each year. Sometimes called the barley or corn king, he dies back like a plant only to regenerate through the unseen magic of roots and seeds.

Heavy, right? I guess I get a little mopey every year around this time. I can feel the summer getting older by the second. “How did it go so fast?!” is my annual reprieve. That and, for the past couple of years, it’s the anniversary of my dad passing away. August 3, 2017. This year we celebrated by rushing my mom to EMMC with a possible heart attack. Fortunately, it seems to have been something a bit milder than this, though proper precautions are being taken. Anyone who is an energy sender or prayer, please send. Even if you read this message-in-a-virtual-bottle ten years from now. I’m sure I’ll still be needing help with something!

Before all the horrible, terrible, no good, very bad festivities at the cardiac ward, I was zoom-attending this year’s Glastonbury Goddess Conference. While it is a summer celebration, it also has autumnal themes. Sure, we play with Henna and dance and sing and all that (yes, even on zoom). But, we also talk in smaller circles about ageing, childlessness, assault, death, political injustices, and all manner of other things. I guess that’s life. You can’t prance around on the beach all the time without stepping on a little glass. Probably. Just me?

I have also blogged on my Witches & Pagans spot more about Avalon. I solved the riddle of the Grail quest. Just sayin’. You’ll have to read it to see if you agree.

Meanwhile, to remember my dad. One of my step-sibs and I were just doing so. To summarize:

A childrearing strategy that involved talking way over our heads about Kirkegaard, Wiesel, or Aquinas when we were still on comics.

Wild interactive story telling in the car during short commutes just as much as long drives, which surely made me at least three-quarters of the weirdo I am today.

At his first parish in Nebraska when I was about eight, he started paying me a penny a page to read my kid Bible (like a comic book). I guess he wanted me to seem devout. I don’t think he knew I spent the cash on candy cigarettes, which I regularly let hang off my lips like the grown-ups did while sitting on the steps of the parish house. Sorry, Dad.

Duke basketball, stomping and shrieking and using sporty terms I’m pretty sure he didn’t understand much better than I did.

Various forms of reckless (assertive?) driving that terrified many both in and outside the cars, which he always blamed on the time-frame and rigors of rural parish ministry. Do all parish ministers keep their collars in the glove box in case of speeding stops?

The Cadillacs. Sooo many Cadillacs.

His love of old time blues and gospel. I particularly remember his love for old video clips of Mahalia Jackson, at festivals and singing her guts out with sweat pouring down her face and her hair everywhere. Frikkin. Awesome.

His gusto for food and life. When dining out is was not unusual for us to find ourselves alone in our section while he roared with laughter and told rather off-color jokes. Oh, and sampled everyone else’s food to the point where my step-brother sometimes cried. Of course, my dad’s life-long love for rich food is part of why he’s not here. He occasionally buttered his meat. Just. Don’t.

His sense of fair play. He would always be willing to go to the mat for anyone on any cause that he felt sounded just, and he was a formidable mat-goer. Big, loud, brave, kind.

The parish visit was where the really shone. He loved to work his circuit doing sick-bed visits. He had chaplaincy privileges at every hospital and nursing home and home for the disabled within a hundred mile radius of any place he ever served.

Clown college. He went there. How many of us are willing to wear the nose just to cheer some sick people up?! That’s hard core.

Thrift stores. Ohmygod. The thrift stores. And book stores. Same thing. Many times as a child I literally thought I’d been left behind, he’d lose himself in those shelves for so long. Thank god most of them had cats. Late in life, his fave was the Salvation Army in Oneonta, NY, which he lovingly referred to as “the Sally.”

Being proud to call himself a feminist and raise a tough broad like me. The last vacation we took before he died I chewed his ass for some off-color joke (which was a hundred percent why he told them). He laughed and I, not ready to stop being mad, was like, “What?!” He said, “I’m just admiring the nuclear stealth missile I’ve launched into the world.”

I guess that’s it for this year. I have to save some stories for the rest of my life. I know he was proud of his Viking heritage and he might be hanging out in some Heaven/Valhalla hybrid, but I kind of hope we get to see each other in Avalon.

Wishing all a peaceful and healthy harvest. And much love to my daddy from his little missile.

Is this fun or am I just batty?

Okay, probably a fair amount of each. Maybe I’m feeling the COVID-19 shutdown (when does it become COVID-20?). I don’t care. I’m doing this. As no one else has ever said (I’m pretty sure), it’s no fun failing unless you do it in public.

Writing is a fickle pastime. I’ve written so, so many things that have never seen the light of day. Not even a hint of moonlight. In many cases I am vastly grateful. In some, however, I feel regrets. Such is the case with Varley the Vegan Vampire. I know, I know. It’s meant to be a kid’s’ book okay?! That’s what I told myself, though I think I wrote it entirely for my own enjoyment. It is, in fact, an unmarketable monstrosity. Yes, with literal monsters.

This thing is in common meter (tetrameter/trimeter) rhyming verse. That’s right, rhyme. It’d make Emily Dickinson think she’d been slipped a bad mushroom (possibly not for the first time). It’s vegan. Did I mention it rhymes? You get it. I could go on. It could only ever be marketable to far left, plant-eating, kinky-goth octogenarians who are super comfy with their inner (way inner) child. I haven’t found a publishing house that has a catalog for that. Strangely, though, this little tale is very dear to my heart.

I probably have sentimentality for Varley because my dad loved him. We worked on the story together. It’s kind of an homage to our shared hero, Edward Gorey. One of our last vacations together before Dad got sick was to the Gorey homestead on Cape Cod.

Additionally, it was Dad’s idea to name the character Varley. After reading the first draft he insisted, “It’s a tribute to Varney but he’s vegan. Get it? Rhymes with barley!”

My dad was of course referring to Varney the Vampire from the British “penny dreadful” papers of the nineteenth century. He owned an authentic printing of one of the Varney tales which he treasured for years. Yes, my Methodist minister father. He had a real goth streak. He loved vintage horror (more kitschy than slashy). He owned several hearses and funereal sedans over the years that he’d bought from local undertakers. “High miles but easy miles,” he said. As mentioned, we both loved the Gorey vibe. You knew I had to get it from somewhere, right?

So, enjoy this little offering if you dare. You may want to read it in segments if you aren’t accustomed to rhyme. It can cause painful brain cramps until you build up your tolerance. Since it was meant to be a story book, I found some vintage Halloween cards (and a couple of Gorey bats) to illustrate. I know, it’s not Halloween anymore. But, it’s not 2019 either. We’re all on a bit of a delay.

VARLEY THE VEGAN VAMPIRE

Varley was a vampire boy

at monster middle school.

He loved his classes, and his friends

the zombies, wolves and ghouls.

He always did his homework without

any howls or pangs.

His teacher thought that Varley was

as sharp as his white fangs.

He always aced arithmetic

no matter the amount.

In fact, on his bat-minton team,

his nickname was “the Count.”

At home, Varley had so much fun.

He loved his mom and dad.

His mother was named Hepzibah.

His father was called Vlad.

When it came to dinner time

he sucked every drop dry,

and then his father taught him things,

like how to prowl and fly.

Varley was a happy boy

the perfect monster tween,

and nothing made him happier

than Monster Halloween.

At Monster Halloween the kids

go out to trick or treat.

For monster kids the treats they seek     

are not so very sweet.

They go out dressed in midnight best

to fill up all their sacks

with ladyfingers, pickled toes and

spicy baby-backs.

The Mummy serves a mean tagine

of succulent professor.

The Wolfman hands out candied hearts

absent from corporate bankers.

Swampthing cooks a gumbo up

with dentist in the roux.

Because of this, it really is

a very toothsome brew.

The Zombies serve assortments of

delectable sweetmeats

that once were brains from travelers

they met upon the streets.

Hepzibah let Varley stir her

sanguinary tidbits.

Her hemoglobin popsicles

can chill whomever visits.

So as the moon grew white and full

and rose up in the night,

Varley and his friends met up.

They truly looked a fright!

They pulled some tricks, like stink bomb spells

and stuffed themselves with meat

until they each had to concede

they’d had all they could eat.

Not one of them could come up with

a single, unused hex.

They’d had their fill of loins and ribs

and sweetmeats, and of necks.

The wolfboy got a tummy ache,

young mummy came undone.

So they split up at half-past ten.

They’d had their fill of fun.

Varley made it halfway home   

then suddenly decided

he really wasn’t all that tired.

He spread his wings and glided

above the homes of Monstertown

beyond his neighborhood.

Below he saw monsters and ghouls

clearly up to no good.

And just beyond the village clock         

he saw a jet-black cape.

A vampire boy he had not met?

Varley was agape!

He landed, and he said, “Hello,

and happy Hallows Eve!”

The other vampire waved and said,

“Hello, my name is Steve.”

Now, Varley thought that “Steve” was an

eccentric sort of name,

but he was not the sort to judge.

He liked Steve just the same.

The boy was Varley’s age and height

with fangs so sharp and white

that Varley thought his new comrade

must bear a fearful bite.

Steve preferred arithmetic to

spelling, Varley learned,

and also loved to play his sports.

His passions truly burned

for something he called football, which

Varley didn’t know.

But they had lots in common, so

they agreed to go

around to all Steve’s neighbors, to do

more “trick or treat,” since

Steve assured his new friend that

the sweets could not be beat.

“Did you get to the Miller’s house?”

asked Steve, “their treats are great!”

Before Varley could say a word

they heard, “It’s getting late!”

They turned and saw a mortal mom.

His new chum was a person!

Varley was stunned. His friend was food!

How could his prospects worsen?

No wonder that Steve’s fearful fangs

looked so fresh from the coffin.

In fact they were a plastic pair

just taken from a carton!

Unbidden, his whole life of meals

now flashed through Varley’s mind.

He saw the fingers, toes, and eyes

upon which monsters dined.

And with his super-human ears,

Varley could hear the blood

coursing through his new friend’s veins.

It made him feel like crud.

“I guess I have to go,” said Steve.

“I had a lot of fun!”

And as Steve ran away, Varley

pondered what he had done.

What would his parents say if they

divined his misadventure,

that he had made a friend who had

duped him with vampire dentures?

Varley shuddered at the thought.

He spread his wings and flew

back home as fast as he could go.

It seemed the thing to do.

His mother gave him some warm blood

and tucked him in his coffin,

but Varley stayed up all day long,

which didn’t happen often.

He kept on thinking about Steve.

He chewed and stewed and brooded,

and by the break of dusk Varley

had finally concluded

the foods monsters were raised upon

were archaic and crude.

He had a revelation. He thought,

“PEOPLE ARE NOT FOOD!”

People are not food?” he thought,

it had such implications

on having fun, and fitting in,

and what about starvation?

How could he tell his mom and dad?

He could not even fathom

whatever he could say that would

convey his new compassion?

It was too much to contemplate

how to replace the food

that all monsters relied upon,

but his new attitude

demanded he make changes to his

basic way of life.

Though he did not look forward to

the certain household strife.

Yet there was just no turning back.

Not once he had met Steve.

Could vampires resist human blood?

He wanted to believe.

The next few weeks were just as hard

as Varley had portended.

When he first told his parents, they had

acted quite offended.

His mother thought that he would die.

So dire was her lament!

His father roared, “No son of mine!”

and he’d “prefer impalement.”

But Varley did some research on the

monster’s worldwide web.

He found out that a vampire could drink

vegetables, instead.

His research turned up many facts that

caused him great alarm

about how monsters raised people on

large factory farms.

They had no quality of life, they

languished inside pens

too tiny and too tightly packed to

even lay down in.

Philosophers said hunting free-range

might be more humane.

The livestock had a better life,

so no one need abstain

from harvesting their blood or brains

or tasty this-and-thats,

as long as people could enjoy

natural habitats.

Yet realistically, it seemed

the monster population

could not be fed just on free-range.

It would cause mass-privation.

So hunting free-range people was a

radical flirtation.

After all, what would come next?

Human liberation?

But Varley also found monsters

who lived a kinder way.

They dined simply on plant-based foods,

instead of hunting prey.

With all this information, Varley

fully foresaw why

it would assuage his conscience to give

plant-based foods a try.

He blended up some kale and beets

and plant-based nutrients.

He downloaded the data that

explained the rudiments.

His parents looked it over, but they

called it “blasphemy.”

To controvert his data and

avert this travesty,

they took Varley to all the monsters

they thought, hopefully,

would show him where he had gone wrong.

His reasoning was woolly.

They took him to the mad doctor

to get an education

about the vampire diet and

their predatory station.

“Monsters should eat people, just like

lions eat gazelles.

It’s our ancestral diet, and it

serves us very well.”

The doctor got out lots of books

to show that he was right.

He read aloud to Varley from

“Drink Right for your Blood Type.”

His teacher got a flow-chart out

that taught natural laws

and how monsters were meant to use

their fangs, stingers, or claws.

She said that, as a species, people

were a little slow.

They were put here to be food.

They wouldn’t even know

what they had missed out on in life.

They couldn’t think like that

(plus, vegetables are insufficient

in protein and fat).

“They are completely corporeal,”

she said, “it can’t be clearer.

If people had a soul, we couldn’t

see them in a mirror!”

It just kept going on like that

as days stretched into weeks.

Everywhere that Varley went, he

confronted critiques.

His friends would laugh and tease him when

he drank his juice, at lunch.

And it started to bother him

to watch as they would munch

on human parts of every type,

which dangled from their forks,

and where they saw a treat, all Varley

could see was a corpse.

On his bat-minton team they joked

that he would be too weak

to help them win their matches and they

said he was a freak,

but Varley felt healthy and strong. He loved

his plant-based diet,

except it started eating him that

no one else would try it.

He couldn’t understand how monsters

he thought of as nice

would willfully continue with

this dietary vice.

Despite what Varley told them about

all that he had learned,

they all remained oblivious and

fully unconcerned.

He felt so sad and mad that he

began to sulk and brood.

His teachers warned his parents to

correct his attitude.

His parents begged, cajoled and scolded

Varley, all alike.

He simply would not budge. It was

juice or a hunger strike.

Finally, he was sent home

from school for being rude

because he made a tee-shirt saying

PEOPLE: FRIENDS, NOT FOOD.

His parents were beside themselves.

This time he’d gone too far.

His father said, “I swear I don’t know

who you even are!”

His mother said to him, “I miss

my happy little boy!

This diet makes you cranky and

it’s sapping all your joy!”

“It’s not a diet,” Varley said,

“this is a way of life.”

His father stood up, dark and tall,

and glowered at his wife.

“This is all your fault,” he said.

“You’ve spoiled this monster rotten!”

“I’m not spoiled,” said Varley, “and

in case you have forgotten,

you taught me to think for myself,

and it made me a misfit.

I thought I could count on your help,

but you’re a hypocrite!”

He then burst forth in torrid tears

and ran down to his tomb.

He crawled into his coffin and

retreated into gloom.

It would be so much easier

just to drink blood again.

He could go back to normal, but then

he’d be bothered when

he thought of all that he had learned

since he had first met Steve.

He didn’t want to give it up, and

comfortably deceive

himself about the impact that

his daily choices made.

So he decided, then and there, he

would not ever trade

the lifestyle he had  chosen for

societal permission.

At least, he promised to himself,

not of his own volition.

So by the time that Hepzibah came down

to Varley’s tomb

he knew that he could not give in.

He just could not consume

the human foods that monsters ate.

He wanted to hold fast

no matter if he ever was

negated or harassed.

But when his mother came to him

he had a nice surprise,

for Hebzibah had sympathetic

teardrops in her eyes.

“I know that you don’t think your dad

or I have got a clue,

but I want you to know that we are

very proud of you.

We really do want you to be

an independent thinker,

and that is true even if you’re

an herbivorous drinker.”

Varley was stunned. He wasn’t sure

if he could trust his luck.

Nevermore would he be asked

to prowl and run amok!

“What about Dad?” he asked, and fully

expected a fight.

But then he heard Vlad from the hallway

say, “Your mother’s right.”

“When I grew up my father taught

me to be fierce and mean.

But you have taught me something, Son,

that I had never seen,

that when you dare to stand up for

what you believe is right

it means you are the bravest one.

You’re not afraid to fight

even against the things those close

to you told you were true,

and that takes one tough monster, so

I’m very proud of you.”

And things got better, from that night.

His parents even went

with Varley to a monster

vegetarian event

where they met lots of creatures who’d

chosen to abdicate

all monster privilege that said

they could exsanguinate

or butcher, slay, flambe, fillet

or elsewise gormandize

unsuspecting people.  Or, at

least, they vowed to try.

Their motto at this thing was, “Did your

dinner have to die?”

Varley met a zombie who

subsisted on whole grains.

He said that he could just no longer

stomach human brains.

And there was a Cthulhu there,

disseminating leaflets

elucidating “free-range hunting”

savagery and secrets.

A banshee that ate only beans

was keeping her eye on

a cyclops who had just sworn off of

meat, though not for long.

His parents tasted food samples, like

salad from an ogre

who swore that he had gained muscle

forgoing flesh for clover.

There was a boogieman who cooked

porridge instead of children.

He said, “I’m so much happier,

not eating like a villain.”

He gave them lots of recipes

and other information,

then Vlad asked him a question about

humans and predation.

“Why shouldn’t we be eating them

when they are vicious killers?

They overpopulate, pollute

the soil, the air, the rivers,

and wipe out other species as if

it were meaningless.

They even kill each other, so it

doesn’t take a genius

to see that they are pests, and it

is wise to cull their numbers.”

Dad!” cried Varley, mortified

by this parental blunder,

although the boogieman just smiled

and nodded comprehension.

He said, “Yes, I can understand

your valid apprehension.

It’s true that we do not use humans

as a moral compass,

nor any other creature. Just our

own actions concern us.

But human beings have feelings, and

even complex notions.

Some even display ethics and seem

to show some emotions.

Why, there are even people who’ve

designed a plant-based diet.

They call it veganism, and it

causes some disquiet

amongst their friends and neighbors, but

they keep on slogging through.

So if people can do it, monsters

certainly can, too.”

Varley and his parents were

entirely amazed

that humans also know their diets

need to be appraised.

“I never knew that they had thoughts

or feelings,” his mom said.

“It makes me think that I might just

drink vegetables, instead.”

The boogieman agreed. He said,

“The bottom line is this,

we eat to reduce suffering, and

we don’t even miss

the foods that we used to adore.

we find our tastes have changed.

It’s just that our priorities

have all been rearranged.”

“I knew it!” Varley cried out, “I said

people are not food,

and if people can be vegan, then

I can be one too!”

For all his immortality,

beginning there and now,

he’d practice his morality.

It was a solemn vow.

And Varley meant it. From then on

the weeks and months just flew.

All the monsters dubbed Varley

the Vegan Nosferatu.

But his bat-minton team redeemed

the Transylvania Cup,

and when he did his schoolwork, all

his numbers added up.

So slowly, his professors and

his coaches did admit

that Varley’s plant-based diet had

been to his benefit.

The other kids still teased him, but

they started to adjust.

Eventually his juices were not

noticed or discussed

except when someone asked him for

a recipe or two.

In fact his mother got quite good

at juicing up a brew

of kale and beets and blood oranges

she called the “monster mash,”

and even Vlad might steal a sip

or two from Varley’s stash.

They even served popsicles made of

strawberries and greens

when trick or treaters came around,

next Monster Halloween.

More creatures came to try it out

than they had ever hoped,

and many said that it was great,

though several also joked

that they needed more protein, until

Varley’s father said

the juice was good enough for him,

the King of the Undead.

So after he helped Hepzibah

to make these vegan sweets,

Varley flew to where he knew

that Steve and he might meet.

He found his human friend all dressed

to look like Frankenstein

and as he looked at Steve he knew

that he would never dine

on human blood. No matter what

may or may not transpire,

Varley, in perpetuity,

would be a vegan vampire.

Edward Gorey

So if you’re ever out at night

and think that you have seen

a black and bat-like creature that is

vampirizing greens

it’s probably just Varley, so you

aren’t in any danger.

Be sure to shout your thanks to our

crepuscular crusader.

And if you are in Varley’s thrall

he won’t wish you to be.

Instead, just spread the liberty,

by living cruelty-free.

Suffrage, agency, and diet: Knowing when we’ve had our fill

Cooking on Sunday is kind of a thing for me. It makes me feel nourished in more ways than one. It’s when I take the time to try tricky recipes and break out (sometimes break) the decent dishes. Sometimes, about halfway through this ritual, I realize I might have bitten off more than I can chew. Yes, a food pun. Deal with it. Anyhow, that’s today.

As I build my Sunday dinner of tofurky divan (why did I try something so fussy?!) I am contemplating how I want to write about the hundredth anniversary the women’s vote (“women’s suffrage”) in the United States. Yep. I contemplate stuff like that.

Maybe it’s the bubbling sauce of tahini, cashew and white wine talking but I’m going at it through food. More than food, really. Our agency over our bodies. Bear in mind I am documenting my own cerebral and experiential meanderings. I’m not trying to deliver an ultimate truth. Unfortunately, I’m not aware of one of those little beauties. In other words, bear with me. Okay, here we go.

Women got the franchise in 1920 in the U.S. and in 1928 in the U.K. In both countries, suffrage activists were pushed, hit, thrown, spit on, and jailed. They held the 1913 women’s march to protest the inauguration of Woodrow Wilson (an event that was heavily compared with the women’s marches in the U.S. after Trump was elected). At this event over a hundred women were injured badly enough to wind up in the hospital when Wilson supporters were unleashed on the marchers by unfriendly police.

The Secretary of War had to dispatch federal cavalry to help quell the violence and allow ambulances to help the women.  The D.C Police Commissioner was forced out in the subsequent scandal which even included special congressional hearings into the matter.

Two of the most notorious prisons where these women activists ended up were the Occoquan Workhouse in Virgina, U.S. and the Holloway Women’s Prison in London, U.K. Once in jail they were deliberately (not surprisingly) treated with optimal lack of dignity.

They were often charged in ways that put them on an equivalency with prostitutes when, as activists, they demanded instead to be treated as political prisoners. As women were moved in and out of these prisons for repeat sentences, they developed collective action strategies. They first tried to refuse wearing prison uniforms (a marker of a person with special political prisoner status) but male guards were perfectly happy to be called in to undress them. At the worst prisons some were stripped, chained naked to cell doors, and sometimes raped.  

The most successful action the women developed across the continents (though certainly very unhealthy for them) was the infamous hunger strike. This was a collective action known to be practiced by political prisoners. In Europe, people who were allowed to hold that designation were protected from force-feeding. The women, of course, were not offered that protection.

Women would take turns hunger striking. They were so effective at this tactic in England that, also in 1913, Parlaiment enacted the “Prisoners Temporary Discharge for Ill Health Act” that was more commonly known as “The Cat and Mouse Act.”

Basically they would turn hunger-striking women out of prison when they were close to death and then round them back up after they’d gone home to recuperate on their own dime. The other intervention used by corrections staff against the women prisoners was force-feeding.

This was a violent process virtually the same as a sexual rape in which women’s agency over their bodies was violated with food. It wasn’t a “here comes the airplane into the hanger” scenario. Women were held down by several corrections officers, sometimes also trussed in heavy restraints, after which fairly large and unhygienic rubber hoses were shoved down their throats through the mouth or nose. Many got pneumonia from food and liquid reaching their lungs. Permanent damage was common. Some of the Holloway survivors gave testimonials that the BBC has available here.

What does all of this have to do with my tofurky divan? Of course, there is the obvious. I’m grateful for my privilege to choose my own food and to eat it. I’m grateful for the right to cast a vote. I’m grateful that I have the safety to make choices about what goes in and out of any part of my body. We’re used to thinking about this in terms of sexual agency, including reproductive rights. It occurs to me that we’re more used to thinking about our agency in terms of our sexuality. That’s certainly important and appropriate. Yet, it’s at least as important to think about our agency over food. Like with our sexuality and (I’m pondering this) perhaps even more, it’s an agency we are taught to very easily give away.

There are many ways to understand our agency around food. Can we afford the food we want? Do we feel safe and able to follow diets according to our religion or ethics? Do we feel emotionally and physically in control over our food choices? Do we see our diet as a battle with food waged over our self-image or the opinions of others? In what ways has our dietary agency been taken by others? In what ways are we giving it away?

According to stats compiled for the 2020 eating disorder awareness week, the Eating Recovery Center shares that 2.8 percent of American adults deal with a binge eating disorder in their lifetime. While we think of this as a women’s issue, about a third of adults with reported eating disorders are men. It’s pretty hard not to worry about our size and appearance given all the media messages out there. And those are far from new. The diet and image industries have been churning away in our lives and inside our heads through the generations.

In my own life story I had a sort of split-screen reality of a childhood. I lived two very different ways in my parents’ two households. My mother was a battered woman. My father was a rural minister. In both of those realities, I was low-hanging fruit to fall prey to eating disorders. In my mother’s household there was abusive misogyny that left all of us as our batterer’s victims feeling like objects (and not very valuable objects). In my dad’s house was the middle class pressure to be the minister’s kid who is polite, polished, and always able to make a good impression.

Both of my parents loved me and parented the best that they could. These issues around self-image and food are cultural more than individual, though individual resources and resilience can help. In fact, I understand as an adult that my father had self-image and dietary issues to rival my own. I wish we could have supported each other in a productive manner while he was alive, rather than suffering on our own. Though, adopting animals to fund at the Catskill Animal Sanctuary was a special experience and I am so grateful we did it. It was a process where we teamed up to take dietary choices beyond the plate and into the ethics, and I think we both felt more empowered. I highly recommend it.

I remember learning about the force-feeding of suffragettes while I was in college. I happened to be in active treatment for my eating disorders at the time. I recall having a kind of epiphany about my agency in my diet at that point. It helped me in my recovery. For me the awareness dawned that I had arrived at the safety and the privilege to decide what I ate. Why was I wasting my time and energy torturing myself? I can’t say my battle was totally over at that moment, but it was a meaningful step forward. I eventually settled into a rather uneasy peace with myself. I committed to allowing my body to be as it was, as long as I was eating healthfully and in accordance with my ethics. That brings me to the veganism.

Back in college I was also learning to be a vegetarian. This was another piece of my puzzle. The ethics of diet that I learned by reading books like Carol J Adams’ The Sexual Politics of Meat gave me another reason to see my food as more than a malicious list of calories, fats and carbs. Like sex, food is power. And even the most rapacious of paramours probably don’t have sex nearly as often as they eat. As Will Tuttle points out in The World Peace Diet, dietary ethics are the core of our ethics. They are a big factor in our impact upon our worlds both personal and global. As I grew into that material I gradually became totally vegan. In terms of my self-image and my relationship to food it’s worked really well for me.

During this period of discovery, material in Carol Adams’ work (The Pornography of Meat as well as Sexual Politics of Meat) brought me right back around to the suffragettes. Alice Paul, the subject of my previous blog, was a dedicated vegetarian. She picked this up from the London ladies along with her propensities for other radical collective actions. So many of the British suffragettes of the Women’s Social & Political Union were vegetarian that they ran their own veggie hostels so they’d have places to rest and to dine the way they wanted when they were on a lecture tour or recovering between stints in prison.

Vegetarianism wasn’t just a frivolous fad for these women. It was part of the beliefs that informed all their actions. A great and very detailed research project on this topic is, at the time I write this, available in full online. This is, “The awakened instinct: vegetarianism and the women’s suffrage movement in Britain” by Leah Leneman.

As documented by Leneman, the suffrage activists advocated for vegetarian food when they weren’t hunger-striking. They even did this when they were in jail. Maude Joachim, after doing a stint in Holloway in 1907, recorded this fact in her memoirs, saying:

Dinner is supplied in two tins. In the deeper one lurks two potatoes in their skins; in the shallower, are an egg, and some cauliflower or other vegetable. Many of us are always vegetarians, and acting on expert advice, others are so [for a time], for the meat supplied is so generally disliked.”

In her 1914 memoir “Prisons and Prisoners,” staunch vegetarian Lady Constance Bulwer-Lytton recalled watching stockmen abuse a sheep on its way to slaughter. In that moment, watching an innocent creature being brutalized by those with power for no reason other than cruelty, she made a connection we would now label as one of “intersectionality.” She wrote:

“[The incident] seemed to reveal to me for the first time the position of women

throughout the world. I realised how often women are held in contempt

as beings outside the pale of human dignity, excluded or confined,

laughed at and insulted because of conditions in themselves for which

they are not responsible, but which are due to fundamental injustices

with regard to them, and to the mistakes of a civilisation in the shaping

of which they have had no free share.”

Those who were ethics-motivated vegetarians experienced even more horror from force-feeding because the food being forced was invariably derived from animals. Lady Lytton recounted that she was force-fed violently, at least eight times. Besides giving vivid details about the pain of the tools they used to shove tubes in her nose or sometimes mouth (past her bridgework, which cut into her gums), she “had the strongest objection to it of a vegetarian kind, and I begged [the doctor] not to give it to me again. . . It was only when I was sick that I knew what were the ingredients put down my body.” (Cited by Leneman and derived from Lytton’s Prisons and Prisoners).

A tough lady by any standard, Lytton was more upset by the use of animal products in her feeding than the permanently debilitating pain. This, even though she knew at the time that she had a heart condition and could easily have died. She did rather casually recount having “double pneumonia and pleurisy” due to the feedings, but she recovered to write her memoirs and eat many more vegetarian meals.

Lytton’s experiences showcase two of the core elements of food agency. In prison she lost her choice over whether she ate and she lost her choice over what she ate and why (for her ethical beliefs). Sometimes seeing the absence of choice helps us to see its importance.

How does all of this (as I forewarned) cerebral and experiential meandering tie together, if it does?

For one thing, I hope we can all embrace our own food agency in an empowering and perhaps even joyous way. It occurs to me that:

If we are able to purchase foods we prefer, that’s a win. If we are free to make our own ethical choices about diet, that’s a win. If we can find peace with our bodies and eat to care for ourselves instead of make war with our forms, that’s a win. If we have the added bonus of having supporting community to back up any or all of those choices, we are very blessed.

I hope you find that at least some of these blessings apply to you.

I suppose, as I watch the world shift and change around the animal-agriculture implicated pandemic of COVID-19 and the fires of unrest due to police racism in my own country, I am also looking to all my power-sources past and present for the lessons of agency.

As we put our society back together (micro and macro), we will surely have opportunities as well as barriers. When putting our food infrastructure back together post-pandemic, we could take the opportunity to look at what types of large-scale farming we do with an eye toward food equality and environmental sustainability. A well-fed world is a great resource site for this work.

When addressing the terrible pain beneath civil unrest, we could use the intersectionality of social justice movements to try and heal inequities related to gender, race, and even species. Speaking of intersectionality, VINE animal sanctuary in Vermont has a great resource page on the topic. Focusing in on race in particuar, Dr. A. Breeze Harper does the work on her website and with her book, Sistah Vegan. The resources are there for us if we decide to take them up.

Beyond that, I don’t have an easy answer. I can’t even tell you whether I’d bother with the tofurky divan. Not bad but lots of work. What I do think we should all do is nourish ourselves and try to nourish each other. That’s always worth the effort. Right?

Oh, happy hundredth anniversary, girls. Vote.

We’ll always have Lake Geneva (Vegetarian Romantigoth Ravings on the Romantic Poets)

At this point in my life, I am mostly an interior darkling. In my busy life, the idea of spending a lot of time on any type of visual aesthetic is completely foreign to me. Yet, in my heart, I will always be what may most closely be classed as a variety of Romantigoth. If only I had known that there were others like me when this tendency was at its peak (my adolescence)!

Poetry, Music, Art, Darkness, Spirituality, Beauty, Creativity…yeah. When I was in high school I went through a fervent Romantigoth period, wearing vintage Victorian clothes, bustles, hoops, authentic granny boots, and the like. I shopped at antique stores and flea markets the way my classmates did at the mall. I begged my mother to help me make vintage dresses and bustles, from patterns. I had a collection of riding hats. I repeat…riding hats. Of course, this was before the internet, so I didn’t know I was a Romantigoth. I intuitively went that direction on my own. Painfully socially awkward, I spent my time alone, likely reading a Bronte novel and ignoring the other kids.

As a child of domestic violence and sexual abuse, never making the normal types of friendships, I had always been bullied. By high school, I saw most of my peers more as hostile forms of alien life, so my look was probably as much a buffer to keep them at a distance as anything. Again, probably due to my context, I longed desperately to exist in another time and place. I fervently believed that, in that “simpler time,” everything would be okay and I would fit in. I don’t mean to imply that these are the motivations of others with Gothic leanings, but merely mine.

The Romantigoth part of me is now just a deeply inherent, yet not overwhelming, aspect of my identity. Once dressed to the nines in period clothes, I now but rarely even wear a skirt!  But as you can see, my love of the culture is very real.

One of the hallmarks of a Romantigoth is love of poetry. Mind you, I enjoy a deliberately “bad,” playful verse as much as I do the classics. But today I want to highlight the veg leanings of some of the old masters.

Percy Bysshe Shelley was a philosopher, a “radical,” and an environmental activist before he discovered vegetarianism in 1813. One of his most ardent biographers was Henry S Salt, who was also a prolific author on vegetarianism, animal rights, and other types of social reform. A website on Salt that references his work on Shelley is here.

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