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Roots and Wings: National Novel Writing Month, Ancestral Voices, and a word about Ramshackle Houses

ca. 1900 — Woman Reclining at Desk Next to Typewriter — Image by © CORBIS, Getty Images/Library of Congress

Greetings, fellow humans! I’m happy to report that my second draft of “Spinstress Craft: Magick for the Independent Witch” is in to Llewellyn! Apparently it has moved on to a new editor through the production team and soon I’m sure I’ll be complaining about more edits. For now, though, I’m taking the win. I’ve also turned in my latest column to Sage Woman Magazine. No spoilers!

This blog is going to be about writing. Not only my own, but the writing of as many people as possible. November, after all, is National Novel Writing Month (shortened by devotees to NaNoWriMo).

NaNoWriMo is about empowering the voices of anyone, young or old, to write. As defined on their website:

National Novel Writing Month began in 1999 as a daunting but straightforward challenge: to write 50,000 words of a novel in thirty days. Now, each year on November 1, hundreds of thousands of people around the world begin to write, determined to end the month with 50,000 words of a brand new novel. They enter the month as elementary school teachers, mechanics, or stay-at-home parents. They leave novelists.

NaNoWriMo is a free community resource which helps anyone at all to become “a writer.” Or, as dubbed in that community, a “wrimo.” I publish this now in order to help spread the word because now is the time to prepare an outline and get ready for the November wrimo sprint.

NaNoWriMo is a great movement that seeks to empower young writers, self-doubting writers, and writers who never thought they had the “right to write.” This part is a big deal. People with the most privilege have always defined what is “good” writing. By privilege I mean, among other things, the education, writing time, and frankly the audacity to think their voices should be heard. They also tend to possess the peers who will support and validate their writing and academic structures that normalize their voices.

The women I admire as ancestors wrote up against that pressure. I’m talking Mary Wollstonecraft and then her daughter, Mary W Shelley. I’m talking Margaret Cavendish, Jane Austen, Charlotte Perkins Gilman and Louisa May Alcott. Among others, of course. Even J.K. Rowling pushed back against domestic violence, economic challenges, and a publishing world that saw her books as unmarketable when she first got started.

I’ve studied all these authors and I noticed that more than half of them referred to their writing as “scribbles.” While I’m sure they were being modest, I’m pretty sure there was something else at work. I feel they knew in order to “earn” the support of the men in their lives (personal and publishing) that they had to diminish their work and pass it off as less than the “real” writing of heteronormative upper class white men.

Now a days, cis-gender white women have more writing privilege. More, unfortunately, than people who are trans-gender, q+, not white, or differently-able bodied. So on. Who gets to write and who gets to be read is always a bit of a rigged game. It is precisely that loaded cultural deck that NaNoWriMo is trying to replace with a fresh stack of literary opportunities for everybody else.

Readers, let me tell you a secret. Sssshhh, lean in.

This time of year, writers are all around you. Local libraries and book shops often open up special times for wrimos to come write together or simply enjoy the encouragement of being acknowledged for their efforts. NaNoWriMo is sort of like the magical world Rowling created for Harry Potter. You don’t even see it if you don’t think to look. The normal landscape of mundane life is secretly draped with dragons, fairies, time-travelers and knights. Thousands of writers crank out fantasy, horror, romance, memoirs, chapbooks of poetry and plays.

November, once you know about the wrimo community, is a great time to feel encouraged as a writer. I’ve taken part three different years. The one wrimo draft I did that became a published book (so far) is Revenant: Blood Justice. Yep, that was a NaNoWriMo book. I also did a full length juvenile sci-fi manuscript during another year that I haven’t marketed. The third year, I didn’t finish. I had an idea for a fantasy script, probably for young adults, that I did all the October prep, character sketches, and outlines for. Once I got into November and started writing, though, I realized the first couple of chapters were all I really had to say! Living with characters and their story as intensely as you do during NaNoWriMo is like going on a cross-country RV trip with a dozen or so strangers. I decided I couldn’t take it. As a result of doing the prep, though, I still had a very productive November. I ended up writing a couple of scripts and short stories instead. So, I’d suggest any writer who plans to try it just go with the experience and allow yourself to be creative in whatever way organically happens.

I don’t know what it will be like during the pandemic, but this November event usually involves coordinated opportunities for the writers to meet both virtually and within their communities. Readings, workshops, and peer support are offered. I once went to my local library to write during a NaNoWriMo designated time, and I seemed to be the only one there. At first I was discouraged, but my goddess. The librarian was as delighted to see me as if she’d just found a unicorn leaching the wifi in the periodical wing (which unicorns in fact frequently do). She hovered over me in both a flattering and rather disconcerting way. She even served me a cup of tea. In the middle of the library. No kidding! That’s the kind of encouragement writers can get if they come forth with their aspirations during November.

Besides moral support, NaNoWriMo is helpful for aspiring writers who want the accountability of a community and even a deadline. You definitely want to practice writing for a deadline, even one self-imposed, before you ever try writing for a legally-contracted one. It’s a great way to learn how you engage with that process. I find it often varies from project to project. Of course, it also gets impacted by the rest of your life. What I can tell you, as I shared recently with a fellow author, writing for two deadlines at the same time when I had a lot else going on and wasn’t really “feeling it” was akin to shitting glass. I think. Never tried it. I’m a writer though, so I sometimes embellish rather recklessly. And digress, as I intend to do right now. Perhaps moved by the sound of October rain pounding and rattling my roof tarp, I feel moved to discuss the literary advantages of a rickety country house.

There are certain charms to living in a slightly derelict house. Especially, I suppose, if you are a writer. My own MFSH (mortgage free shabby house or, when I’m angry about repairs, mortgage free shit hole), has many charms. I tap the maple trees each year (getting a bit better at it with the help of friends each time) and the shelves in the cellar stairway are crammed with preserves. The place has interesting cubbies and closets. The foundation dates back to the 1700s. People have claimed to see visions of a Revolution-era ghost. Of course the cellar looks like it’s three hundred years old, but I’m not about complaining right now. I have almost twenty acres of swampy woods out back. The beavers have landscaped the field. A little old lady who grew up here back in the way-back-when came and visited once when I was a kid. She explained to us how the woodshed used to be the “summer kitchen,” complete with water pump, elaborate wood stove, and embellished tin ceiling. It’s now considerably less elegant. It’s more like a mud room in the truest sense of the term. It does feature a cat condo, a garden potting table, and a ton of firewood, though.

My stalwart Swedish ancestors had an old saying that I keep up in the kitchen… “Bättre grov kaka än ingen smaka.” It basically means, “Better coarse bread than none at all.” In other words, be grateful for what you’ve got. It’s a great motto for those of us in the MFSH club.

There is certainly a creative aspect to living in a MFSH. I am reminded strongly of the Alcott’s place in Concord, which Louisa May referred to fondly as “apple slump.” Their old New England house seems pretty similar to mine. In it’s current form as a museum I’m sure it’s in better repair than mine, but they get to take in donations.

Lousia’s attic paradise where the character Jo March wrote books and put on theatricals is similar to my home’s second floor. The Alcott place was also called “Orchard House.” In fact, an apple tree is growing up over my woodshed and practically part of the building. Clingy and mischievous, it likes to hurl apples at my head this time of year during windy weather. Other than that it’s not bad. I’ve had to trim off a few branches but picking high fruit is easy when all I have to do is scramble up on the shed roof.

Photo by cliff1066™ on flickr

My other literary muse for DIY and home decorating would have to be Molly Weasley from J.K. Rowling’s Potter-verse. Their place, the Borough, as featured in Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets, is described as a creaky and tippy house of wonders that “burst with the strange and unexpected.” That’s a great description of your standard MFSH, for better or worse.

The Borough featured gnomes in the garden, a “clanking ghoul” in the attic (who “howled and dropped pipes whenever he thought things were getting too quiet”), and a ton of books and mismatched kitsch crammed in between. I only wish I knew how to do hands-free-magical housekeeping like Mrs. Weasley. In truth, that shit doesn’t do itself. Speaking of which (and witch)….

Now that I have a break from deadline writing, I’m working on that other seasonal project which also tends to require a lot of revision. That being the wood pile. I’m trying to cram about three cords of wood into the area where little-granny-who-knows once boiled her porridge. I really like working outside in the autumn, though. There’s something about the quality of the air that is very (thesaurus, please,) inspiriting. Yes, that’s a thing. Check the thesaurus. Tis the season for yard work and also for writing. Hence, NaNoWriMo.

I think it’s a great idea to have National Novel Writing Month in November. Autumn is a great time to be a writer. Rustling leaves sound like rustling pages, don’t you think? Wet trees smell like freshly sharpened pencils. Come Halloween, we have an ages-old human tradition of reaching out to the realms of the unseen and dressing up to become someone or something else. It’s a great time to purge old experiences and create world-scapes of new ones. Somewhere between the two, the author and hopefully the reader can sometimes find empowerment or even healing. At least a little fun.

I’ve been thinking a lot about my grandmother and mother and their aspirations as writers. In a hailstorm of synchronicity, I’ve recently found a bunch of my grandmother’s things, including some of said writing. My understanding from my mom and some other relatives is that my grandmother, Hester Adelaide Hammill (1902-1982), led an independent life. As a single mom (in fact, a divorcee) in the forties, she was not always welcomed into polite society. She was a flapper, an artist, and a tough, free spirit. Yet it wasn’t easy. Often living in poverty and close to despair, she turned to writing and photography as sources of expression and of hope. The rest of the time she usually earned money as a house keeper for the richy riches around Camden. Reputedly her fave movie was “Sabrina,” in which the chauffer’s daughter on such an estate made good (of course, by marrying one of the rich guys).

Hester Adelaide (Caulderwood) Hammill

My grandmother tried repeatedly to have her stories published. She did a novel also, entitled “Once Upon Some Trifling Trystings.” She illustrated all of her writing with her accompanying photographs. Most of them featured birds and nature. Her attempts to be published were too often met with rejection, as is the lot of most authors. In those days, of course, it was even harder for women to be published than it still is now. As far as my mother recalls, the prime literary achievement Hester attained was publication in the Women’s Home Companion. She also had a couple of pieces about bird watching printed in other magazines. I was once told, I think by my mother, that one publisher confided in Hester that she should be writing romances rather than nature essays. I think that’s why she wrote the manuscript I shorthand as “Trystings.” It’s perfectly well written but I don’t think it was in her comfort zone.

One of Hester’s photos meant to accompany the novel.

I still have an incomplete copy of Trystings, typed up and covered with editorial notes. In a lot of ways it is, of course, jarringly anachronistic. While written to be a contemporary romance, it features amusing moments, like where an automotive “machine” interrupts the quietude of Main Street. Since Hester loved birds, I enjoy noticing the ways she wove them all through the novel. The characters discuss the habits of local pigeons, flirt over bird-watching endeavors, and the heroine keeps a large flock of hens that she describes in several chapters. My favorite quote from the book, however, is as follows:

They went inside and took chairs in the small enclosure that was reserved as a waiting room for the trolley line and he divided his newspaper with her, settling himself immediately to reading the section in his hands.

He read in silence at first, suddenly breaking it with, “Here’s some bird news that’s not in our bird book. It says here that every right-minded woman should realize that there were sold last year at the London plume sales the scapular feathers of one hundred and ninety thousand egrets, and the skins of more than twenty-eight thousand birds of paradise, to be used in decorating women’s hats. Not to mention another sad feature of the situation–the sale of the tail-feathers of hundreds of lyre-birds, and of quills of the albatross. The woman who goes to church and bows a head decorated at such cost is a fit subject for investigation by the new psychology.”

Hester A Hammill, Once Upon Some Trifling Trystings

I love the way she put her joys and concerns about birds into the story. As a vegan and animal rights advocate, I also love that she cared about these things. It’s something I never knew about her. She is someone who could have really grown her voice, maybe even her publishing career, if she’d had the encouragement that writers are offering one another today. Besides NaNoWriMo, there are other resources to help women address the publishing gender gaps in different genres. I imagine that one Hester could have really benefitted from might be Women Who Submit (for women and non-binary writers), which in my experience tends to focus more on helping women break into literary journals and the memoir or poetry markets. Let’s face it, they also bagged a bad-ass name.

Next comes my mom, born Mary Jane Hammill in 1942. The biggest thing that happened in my mom’s young life was when the movie version of “Peyton Place” filmed in her home town of Camden. It seems creepy how Mary Jane is so mirrored by the youthful main (Maine) character. Like her, my mom was valedictorian at the local high school and a regular contributor to the town paper. She was very interested in acting and she authored several plays.

Like the movie/book character (named Allison), Mary Jane couldn’t wait to get out of Maine and take a bite out of the Big Apple. As I’ve mentioned, she met my dad while they were both working in editorial at McGraw Hill in NYC.

When that movie was filmed in Camden, though, my mom was a junior in high school. She had a great time collecting autographs from cast and crew on all the photos she took of them during the shoot. One of my step-grandfathers was an extra in some of the scenes. Since my mom knows so much about that movie, watching it is more like seeing home movies.

Anyhow, as a writer and actor and in many other ways, Mary Jane saw herself primarily as an entertainer. She was a “cut-up” and very popular as a creative presence pretty much anywhere she went. Of course, the Big Apple ended up taking a bigger bite out of her (as seems often to be the case). She ended up back in Camden with a baby (hi, there), and her second divorce to contend with. Then again, those divorces led to her career. She wound up taking an office job to pay one of the attorneys and worked as a freelance paralegal/legal secretary for over forty years. I have known her as an undaunted and skillful editor, for which I am very grateful. I’ll have to publish more of her writing later. It’s all squirreled away.

Mary Jane Hammill

At the time when I found all these images and put them together, I had attended a zoom church service in which a song called (I think) “Roots and Wings” was performed. Seeing my grandma, mom and myself lined up together gave me sort of a rooted feeling. At the same time, contemplating our writings and our dreams kind of feels like the wings. Of course, there are also the literal birds my grandmother loved so much.

Hester always taught us that seeing three crows together was very lucky. I grew up hearing my mom and her always saying, “Look! Three crows!” in delight. I still do that and I know I am partly seeing the three birds as a symbol for the three of us. Crows are sometimes seen as tricksters, and even more as messengers between the seen and unseen realms. Kind of like writers, I guess. They certainly are when it comes to my family.

As for me and my writing, all my readers know what sort of trouble I tend to get into. I’m not doing NaNoWriMo this year. I expect the next draft of Spinstress will be coming back to me any time. You can keep an eye out for my column in the next Sage Woman. Or, for that matter, in the last one if you missed it. I believe the last issue contained my thoughts about the magickal, transformative butterfly. Born literally in the shit and transforming themselves into something fancy. Lepidoptera are hard core.

Beyond that, I am looking into ways to e-publish a couple of things on Kindle Direct. I don’t want to jump in without making sure it’s really good quality, so it’s a process. One of the prime candidates would be “Prometheus Strain,” the sci-fi project I did once as a wrimo.

In the meantime, I do have some things still on print through Amazon. My fave for the Halloween season remains “Catherine Hill,” which is available still in the “Northern Frights” anthology by Grinning Skull Press. They’re a nice little publishing house prone to doing charity anthologies and the like. Another for our Bucksport fam would be “When Your Time Has Come,” a ghost story about local legend, Sarah Ware. That one is in this ghost story anthology by Zimbell House.

Happy reading and writing everyone. Whether you are a wrimo or a supporter, the autumn air will tantalize you with hints of stories past, present and tumbling out of someone right now. To close I offer a poem (below) that perhaps writers might understand. Some special readers as well.

No idea who this is.

Open me carefully.

My binding is worn thin and frail from too much tension

too much push and pull. Stretching wide and then snapping shut

a wasted effort to protect my pages that even when closed

will yellow and rot.

Look kindly on the chapters I share with you.

Normally I redact them to protect my truth, so the reader

stumbles clumsily through stuttering phrases

cut apart and watered down.

I will show you, only you the rough drafts and unpolished phrases as well as

the carefully polished gems that I worked and worked after dark

until they were clear enough to let me sleep, and in the morning

they looked like some stranger’s’ epiphanies.

I will show you, only you the things I keep hidden in the secret pages

that I never even dare to read myself.

Spinstress Craft: Magick for Independent Womxyn

Elsa Lanchester

Wait, you want it…when?!

me.

Hmmm….where to begin. I think I was sitting in the waiting room at the cardiac center inside EMMC about a year and three quarters ago when the crazy idea to pitch a book to Llewellyn occured to me.

Call it hubris. Call it the need to feel busy. Call it hope for some sort of future. I don’t know. But, it actually turned into a book contract! Now, the cat’s out of the bag. Well, the cover is. And as for bags, I’m wondering if I need to breathe into one.

Seriously, it’s a good thing. It’s just…a lot. Keeping it real.

So, I have an announcement all prepared. But for you all who ever read my blog, you get the real scoop. I’m in that carnival ride zone half way between laughing, screaming, and puking. I didn’t even want to talk about this whole project until a certain point. But I guess that point is here. You’ll look the other way and pretend I didn’t say anything if it all turns to pooh, right? Kay. Here’s all the stuff that I already wrote down about what this thing’s about.

“Spinstress” refers to magickal womxyn who weave and spin their own lives. It vibes off the old-school term “spinster,” because working womxyn at the dawn of industrialism often worked in the textile factories. The term spinster became something very negative, and that is what we are trying to smash (along with the toxic elements of what we call “patriarchy” that no longer serve any damn body in the long run).

“Womxyn” invites anyone of any gender to join the path if womxyn’s magick calls to them. The spells are about love, money, sex, career, family, power, arcane occult lore, and just a little bit of chocolate. 

Marilyn, bitches.

Seriously, you won’t believe the layers of magickal and semi-random awesomeness I’ve curated for this. I’ve got pumpkin spice lattes. I’ve got yoni eggs. I’ve got consecrated sex toys. I’ve got wards and sigils for self-defense (as well as security cameras and safety plans).

I’ve got glamour magick that works on a pair of Docker boots just as well as some Louis Vuitton heels. I’ve got obscure outtakes from infuriating Medieval manuscripts and Victorian “medical” books.

I’ll teach you how to call dragons, make and charge magickal oils, and speak the secret language of flowers. I’ve got unicorns (as sexual psycho-pomps). I’ve got black cats, broomsticks, and badass pointy hats. I’ve got the effing holy grail. I don’t even know what else to say.

Sound good? I hope you will find this book both helpful and fun. Some of the topics are heavy and some are just a laugh. Most are a bit of each. I hope that you find it a jumping off point to take the spinstress path and weave a lot more magick of your own.

One thing I encourage in the book is the use of our own musical playlists. These will come in handy for rituals, sex, cleaning the bathroom, or maybe even trying to do all three at once. Let me know if you figure out how to make that work. I’ll want your playlist.

I hope you can access it, because I tried making an introductory spinstress playlist on youtube. I’ll list the songs and what topics in the book they go with. If you can’t get my list, you can download them on your own at the platform of your choice. Feel free to share your own music ideas that seem to have the same vibes! I’m breaking it roughly into the types of chapters I have in the book.

Witchy and Magickal (hey, it’s that kind of book):

  • Yes, I’m a Witch by Yoko Ono. The completely incomprehensible lyric (you’ll know when you get there) is “Don’t try to make cock-pecked people out of us.” Now you’re gonna download it just to hear that, right?! Yoko. Effing. Ono.
  • Witchy Woman by the Eagles. I know, it’s old school. I shouldn’t say old because it came out the year I was born. Good ole ’73. Not too ole though.
  • Witchcraft, by Frank Sinatra, cause Frank reminds me of NY. Shout out to my home state.
  • Magic by Coldplay. The video is quite good. Lush.
  • I put a spell on you. Nina Simone is untouchable but IZA did a very good recent cover.
  • Sinnerman, by Nina Simone. Because I went through ridiculous angst about which version of the prior song to give you. Bonus Nina Simone. You’re welcome.
  • Season of the Witch. Okay, this was a Donovan single but there have been so many good womxyn covering it. Erykah Badu, Joan Jett and recently Lana Del Ray. Pick your poison (apple).
  • I never wear white, by Suzanne Vega. I actually do wear white, but it’s a badass song.
  • Which Witch, Florence and the Machine. The video is super weird.
  • Lily, by Kate Bush. We had to have some classic Kate Bush. Cast your magick circle with this song and you’ll be rock solid.

Sex and Love: It was hard not to let Lizzo just take over this whole thing but I did leave room for a couple other folks.

  • All is full of love, by Bjork. There’s a lyric nobody can understand and doesn’t show up on any transcriptions, which is “And even in my doubt (all is full of love).” It irritates me that nobody knows that one so there you go. Beautiful song.
  • Adore you, by Miley Cyrus. A little on the nose but I think it’s pretty and the sentiment is good.
  • Angel, by Sinead O’Connor. Gorgeous song.
  • Truth hurts, by Lizzo. Watch the official video. Fab.
  • Scuse Me, by Lizzo. Ditto on the video. In fact, this video and the song itself tell us so many counter-cultural things it may take you two or three viewings/listenings just to get over your case of amIreallyhearingthis? Enjoy.
  • Fuck love, by Iggy Azalea (playing devil’s advocate, I guess).
  • Boys, by (guess who?) Lizzo. Good video.
  • You are, by G Tom Mac. Alas, this one’s not on youtube. It’s obscure but it’s on his 2008 album, “Thou Shalt Not Fall.” This guy only gets credit for being a one-hit wonder for the Goth classic, “Cry Little Sister.” He’s actually got a lot of good songs, most of which he wrote himself. He collaborated a lot with Roger Daltrey at a certain point. They did a duet cover of “Child of mine” that’s a face-melter. But I digress. I do that.
  • You’ve got the love, by Florence and the Machine. I’m pretty sure this one is about god, but you call it.

Power (Note, a lot of these songs use words some find triggering like b***h and n****r. Where they are used, they are used by people who have a right to claim them based on identity and context. I think so, anyway. Just letting you know there are power words in here that we have to be mindful about):

  • Big God, by Florence and the Machine. Video is amazing.
  • Power, by Rapsody and featuring Kendrick Lamar. It was the other way around in the mainstream release, but this is her cut.
  • UNITY, by Queen Latifah. It’s old but it paved the way for womxyn in hip hop. It’s also really frikkin good.
  • Goddess, by Iggy Azalea. The girl can spit.
  • Like a Girl, by Lizzo. So awesome.
  • Mother’s Daughter, by Miley Cyrus. Watch the official video if you dare. She more than compensates for the gooiness of Adore you, here.
  • Greater Powers, by G Tom Mac. His voice is, well, powerful. Interesting use of the Indian frame drums here.

Self-esteem:

  • Crown, by Rapsody. Nice video.
  • This is me, by the cast for The Greatest Showman soundtrack (or solo by Keala Settle).
  • You Need to Calm Down, by Taylor Swift. You need to watch the official video. It’s at least half the impact of the song.
  • Run the world (Girls) by Beyonce. The video is weird. Just saying.
  • I’m Better, by Missy Elliott with Lamb. Her videos are incomprehensible gorgeousness.
  • Fitness, by Lizzo. Video. Now.
  • Impossible is nothing, by Iggy Azalea.
  • Good as Hell, by Lizzo. I told you she was trying to take over the whole list!

Holy Grail (Yes, there’s a whole section of music for Medieval research and such like. Just me? Also, I like soundtracks.):

  • Outlander, Season 1: People disappear all the time, The skye boat song, Dance of the druids, The woman of Balnain.
  • Kingdom of Heaven: Burning the past, Coronation, Sibylla, Path to heaven.
  • The DaVinci Code: Kyrie for the Magdalen, Poison Chalice, Malleus Maleficarum.

Listening to all that should keep you busy until the book comes out! I’m not sure exactly when that it. It’s going in the 2021 catalog. Beyond that, I’ll keep you posted! Wait, when’s the second draft due? Tomorrow? Where’s that paper bag?

Of white blouses, bread and ballots

Greetings, fellow humans! This message will also be posted on the website of the Unitarian Universalist Church of Castine (Maine) in due course, but without gaseous history-wonk effusions and additional snarky commentary. Lucky you! By the time you see this it may be August 18, which is the actual hundred year anniversary of the 19th amendment being ratified. Wondering why the heck that should still matter to you when you’ve got cats to feed and bills to pay (and bills to pay due to feeding the cats)? Keep reading.

When we think about the white dresses and festive banners of suffrage, we know how the story turns out. So far, at least. We may tend to skip ahead toward the end. “Those ladies” went out and held some parades, fundraisers and meetings. Some of them went to jail. We’ve no doubt heard a few of them refused to eat when they were incarcerated.

That sounds rough, we may think. But they won in the end (or in 1920 in the US). Well, white women won. Native American women and many immigrant women remained disenfranchised. Native people got the vote in 1925, but states would use little loopholes and technicalities (and overt violence) to keep them from the polls. We’re familiar with hearing this type of experience for African Americans. Even after women allegedly got the franchise in 1920, black women and men risked their lives and those of their families if they tried to exercise their rights to vote. We’ll talk more about that momentarily.

The pageantry possible when the women organizing it are badasses at sewing!

Skipping ahead through the lessons of history is understandable in our world of blazing-speed and multi-tasking, where we are not only tempted but encouraged to drop any habits or curiosities that do not clearly serve our immediate ends. Yet, as Congressman John Lewis recently reminded us in his powerful memorial op-ed in the New York Times, those who ignore history are doomed to repeat it. When it comes to disenfranchisement and voter suppression, this may never have been truer than it is in the fall of 2020. As he said:

You must also study and learn the lessons of history because humanity has been involved in this soul-wrenching, existential struggle for a very long time. People on every continent have stood in your shoes, through decades and centuries before you. The truth does not change, and that is why the answers worked out long ago can help you find solutions to the challenges of our time.

When Woodrow Wilson was elected to office in 1913, women and other minorities who were inclined to activism were ready to hit the street. This president was known to be a racist. He supported and helped to disseminate overtly racist propaganda, like the white nationalist film “Birth of a Nation,” which was based on a novel called, “The Clansman.” Among other things, this film passed on the old tropes that black men would sexually assault white women if they were not rigorously controlled by morally superior (civically franchised) white males. Wilson screened this film at the White House. It was, in fact, the first film ever screened at the White House. One example of a president taking advantage of a new and exciting technology to endorse certain opinions more personal than civic.

Some NOT very fine people having a KKK style celebration of the first film ever screened in the White House by President Woodrow Wilson

Women engaged in activism for their own franchise at that time. Then called suffragettes, hundreds held a protest parade against Wilson in March of 1913. It was held the day before his inauguration and widely compared to the 2016 women’s marches. In 1913, the women on the march were assaulted in the streets to the extent that over a hundred of them had to be hospitalized. The secretary of defense had to deploy federal troops to help quell the violence that rose up against them and allow ambulances to get through the violent crowds to even help them. Later and after a congressional hearing on the matter, the police commissioner of Washington DC was forced out over his decisions not to send sufficient police support for the women’s march.

crowds pressing in on the parade, 1913, stopping the lead float from progressing

When women were jailed for protests back at that time, it was not a low impact experience. Lady Constance Bulwer Lytton recorded in her memoirs what it was like to come up against hostile police. On her first march to Parliament, this was her experience:

The crowd pushed me up against a policeman and I said to him, “I know you are only doing your duty and I am doing mine.” His only answer was to seize me with both his hands round the ribs, squeeze the remaining breath out of my body and, lifting me completely into the air, throw me with all his strength. Thanks to the crowd I did not reach the ground; several of my companions in more isolated parts of the square were thrown repeatedly onto the pavement…. A German lady who was tall, well-built and of considerable strength managed to keep near me. Three times, after each of the “throws,” she came to my hep and warded off the crowd while I leant up against some railings, or against her shoulder to recover my breath. Several times I said to her, “I can’t go on; I simply can’t go on.” She answered, “Wait for a little, you will be all right presently.” At the time and ever since I have felt most inexpressibly grateful to this stranger-friend.

Lady Constance and pal (I’ve noted before that Constance was a dedicated vegetarian also)

This type of treatment was recorded by many women on both sides of the pond. Of course, once Constance and her peers made it to the parliament, many were arrested and incarcerated. The treatment didn’t get any better there. Two of the most notorious prisons where these women activists ended up were the Occoquan Workhouse in Virginia, U.S. and the Holloway Women’s Prison in London, U.K. (where Constance wound up many times). Once in jail they were deliberately (not surprisingly) treated with optimal lack of dignity. At the worst prisons some were stripped, chained naked to cell doors, and sometimes sexually assaulted. This happened in November of 1917 at Occoquan in VA with such brutality that historians still term it a “night of terror,” with women being stripped and chained to the cells, and one being beaten to the point of a heart attack.

They didn’t do their activism, as the media at the time tried to portray, because they were narcissistic attention-seekers or bored housewives who’d been “allowed” too much time on their hands. They did it because they knew they, their children and grandchildren would never have full rights to safety and freedom (or at least a chance at them) without the massive privileges that came with a ballot.

one of the ambulances at the 1913 parade, completely unable to move until Feds sent the literal cavalry to help

This is not to say that our activist ancestors always got things right. At the same 1913 march where the police let Wilson supporters in town for the inauguration wreak havoc on the women activists, internal strife was doing damage of its own. Black women activists from groups like the National Association of Colored Women (NACW) were being turned away from the march by white organizers. The NACW was formed in 1896 to advocate for the franchise as a way that black women and men could work against inequalities of all kinds (especially lynching, which was rampant at the time the group was founded and was more of a threat than ever with Wilson screening that horrible film and endorsing the clan). The women’s club motto was “lifting as we climb,” and they sought the women’s vote to improve the lives of women as well as men in their communities.

Due to pressures put to bear by white women from the segregated south, the women’s march organizers colluded with oppression. Now a’days we call that “horizontal hostility,” where minorities put in the position of scrapping for crumbs end up in conflict with each other rather than the ones pulling the strings. Anyway, noted African American suffragist Ida B Wells did manage to march with the white delegation from Illinois as a form of protest, but she was the exception that proved the rule. Similar things were happening in the UK as British women tried to sell ladies from Australia, India, and other “colonies” on sitting in the back seat and waiting for a turn.

NACW CLUB OF BUFFALO, NEW YORK, LIBRARY OF CONGRESS.

None of these women’s activism was not easy or safe. Mostly, as the activists pointed out, because women couldn’t vote. Without full citizenship, they lacked basic protections. They pointed out what we all too often forget in this day and age, where voting is so much of a privilege that it has become little more than a hassle. They pointed out that those with the franchise make all social decisions about rights and burdens around issues of healthcare, child care, education, abuse, indigency, reproductive choices (or lack thereof), and literal freedom (whether people may be enslaved or held in poor house prisons, or made to work off debts as indentured servants, for example). The first time any women were registered to vote in Massachusetts, for example, was in order to vote on school board committees. After several failed attempts they won this limited franchise in 1879. At this same time in the American South, openly violent white nationalist groups like the KKK and “red shirts” were terrorizing black citizens who dared to take advantage of the waning opportunities that came after the Civil War.

Particularly, white southerners used violence and intimidation to keep black citizens away from voter registration and the polls. It was official in 1896 when the Supreme Court decision Plessy vs. Ferguson gave Southern states room to modify their constitutions and create fully legal segregation. Hence came the era of Jim Crow, with stunts like “guess the number of jellybeans in this jar” in order to register to vote (but only if you’re African American). Activists like young John Lewis were beaten and humiliated for their peaceful sit-ins and marches, culminating in the infamous “Bloody Sunday” where police gassed and beat Lewis and other participants in a march across the Edmund Pettus bridge in Selma, Alabama. Particularly infamous was the beating of female activist Amelia Boynton, due to the abject brutality the police unleashed on her. Reminiscent of the personal accounts of Lady Lytton, Amelia later recounted her experiences on Bloody Sunday:

Then they charged. They came from the right. They came from the left. One [of the troopers] shouted: ‘Run!’ I thought, ‘Why should I be running?’ Then an officer on horseback hit me across the back of the shoulders and, for a second time, on the back of the neck. I lost consciousness.

Amelia Boynton about Bloody Sunday in Selma, 1965
Lewis and Boynton holding President Obama’s hands at the 2013 Pettus Bridge commemoration (Official White House Photo by Lawrence Jackson) This official White House photograph is being made available only for publication by news organizations and/or for personal use printing by the subject(s) of the photograph. The photograph may not be manipulated in any way and may not be used in commercial or political materials, advertisements, emails, products, promotions that in any way suggests approval or endorsement of the President, the First Family, or the White House.

Lewis, Boynton, and their brave peers won a major victory in 1965 with the Voting Rights Act. This outlawed discriminatory voting practices like those of the Jim Crow south. Unfortunately, in 2013, the teeth were pulled out of this law. A key formula in the language was removed by a slight Supreme Court majority (5 to 4) that meant states no longer need to seek federal permission to tinker with their voting anti-discrimination laws (a guardrail known as “preclearance”). As Justice Ruth Bader Ginsberg warned in her typically accurate and acerbic dissent,

“Throwing out preclearance when it has worked and is continuing to work to stop discriminatory changes is like throwing away your umbrella in a rainstorm because you are not getting wet.”  

Justice Ruth Bader Ginsberg 2013

Okay, she’s awesome.

Ever since activists around universal franchise (making sure everyone can vote with equal ease of access) have warned us that states have been up to mischief. Purging the voter rolls of people who haven’t voted recently, moving polling places without notifying citizens, throwing out ballots due to many subtle technicalities, and so on have snowballed over the past seven years. One of the high-profile activists fighting for universal franchise in the news of recent months has been Stacy Abrams. Abrams ran to be Governor of Georgia in 2018. She lost to her opponent, Secretary of State Brian Kemp, who happened to be the one setting a lot of rules about voter accessibility and the validity of ballots. Accusations of corruption by Kemp were rife, and not for the first time in his career. Yet whether we agree with those allegations or not, Stacy Abrams’ campaign had a wonderful speech in it that can be applied to the importance of the universal franchise. This speech wasn’t done by Kemp herself. It was done by Oprah!

Oprah harkened back to the times experienced by young John Lewis (and generations of both their ancestors before), when she urged us all to the polls. At a televised “town hall” event in November 2018, she said:

I didn`t take voters voting seriously until around my mid-twenties. Around my mid-twenties, I had the privilege of hearing Reverend Otis Moss Jr. who`s a preacher. You all know him, preacher, preacher in Cleveland, Ohio. And I heard him tell the story of his father, of Otis Moss Sr. who right here in Georgia`s True County got up in the morning and put on his only suit and his best tie and he walked six miles to the voting poll location he was told to go to in LaGrange. And when he got there after walking six miles in his good suit and tie, they said boy, you`re at the wrong place. You need to go over to Mountville. So he walked another six miles to Mountville. And when he got there they said, boy you`re at the wrong place. You need to go to the Rosemont School. And I picture him walking from dawn to dusk in his suit, his feet tired getting to the Rosemont School and they say boy you`re too late. The polls are closed, and he never had a chance to vote. By the time the next election came around, he had died. So when I go to the polls and I cast my ballot, I cast it for a man I never knew. I cast it for Otis Moss Sr. who walked 18 miles one day just for the chance to vote. And when I go into the polls, I cast the vote for my grandmother Hattie Mae Lee who died in 1963 before the Voting Rights Act of 1965 and never had a chance to vote. I vote for her. And when I stand in the polls, I do what Maya Angelou says I come as one, but I stand as 10,000, all those who paved the way that we might have the right to vote. And for anybody here who has an ancestor who didn`t have the right to vote and you are choosing not to vote wherever you are in this state in this country, you are dishonoring your family. We are disrespecting and disregarding their legacy, their suffering, and their dreams when you don`t vote. So honor your legacy. Honor your right to citizenship in this which is the greatest country in the world, the greatest country in the world. And the right to vote is like the crown we all get to wear.

I would lovingly urge all of us to honor an ancestor when we take the time and make the effort to make sure we cast a ballot. Base line, all of us who have female ancestors, and I think that’s pretty common, have such ones to honor. Many never saw their own chance, but they endured great suffering and hardship to win that chance for us. They knew what we have all too often forgotten.

A ballot is bread. A ballot is a roof over your head. A ballot is laws to protect you when the police are called, either by you or on you. A ballot is an education for your children and grandchildren (an education equal to those with greater opportunity). A ballot is dignified care for our elders and for yourself in times of illness, disability, and later years. A ballot is your freedom of speech, and freedom of reproductive choice. The rights that our forebears fought for so hard are not cast in iron and impervious to harm. As the Voter Rights Act shows, they can be eroded in a heartbeat and eventually perhaps destroyed completely.

A ballot cast by you is also all of those things cast by you on behalf of your friends and neighbors. Those who fought for the ballot knew all too well what it is worth. Would they ever have dreamed how quickly many of us forgot? What else can we do? Even if we don’t have the time or proclivity toward “activism,” there are things. Now is the time to urge friends and neighbors to apply for absentee ballots. Simple letting your own community know you plan to vote and talking about the positive reasons for this civic decision, makes an impact. If you go to the ballot in person, perhaps take one person in your circle who needs a ride.

Those who fought for the vote knew its value and wouldn’t want us to forget. I’ll let one of them say that in her own words. This is from Carrie Chapman Catt, president of the National American Woman Suffrage Association from 1900-1904 and 1915-1920.

The vote is the emblem of your equality, women of America, the guarantee of your liberty. That vote of yours has cost millions of dollars and the lives of thousands of women. Money to carry on this work has been given usually as a sacrifice, and thousands of women have gone without things they wanted and could have had in order that they might help get the vote for you. Women have suffered agony of soul which you can never comprehend, that you and your daughters might inherit political freedom. That vote has been costly. Prize it! The vote is a power, a weapon of offense and defense, a prayer. Understand what it means and what it can do for your country. Use it intelligently, conscientiously, prayerfully.”

Carrie Chapman Catt

Non-partisan voting resources:

League of Women Voters: https://www.lwvme.org/

When we all vote: https://www.whenweallvote.org/

Back in black (for the Feast Day of Mary Magdalene/The Black Goddess)

I had an interesting experience last night. I was just finishing up bedtime things in the kitchen when there was a terrifying bang somewhere down the hall! It sounded like a cross between a gun going off and a wall collapsing. In this particular house a gunshot would be far less likely. Of course, I went running toward the sound.

Turns out it wasn’t so bad. A large, framed, vintage picture had fallen off the wall. It had been quietly resting there for years, but it looked like all that time enduring gradual pressure had finally bent its nail down. I can relate. Anyway, the picture and frame were thankfully unharmed.

I love this picture. I found it at an antique shop ages ago and I love to wonder where on earth it came from. It’s a very interesting depiction given that it looks like it was done in the early to mid-twentieth century, way before speculating about Jesus and Mary’s “special relationship” was cool.

I decided Mary and Jesus (and the two befuddled disciples trying to ease-drop behind them) must’ve taken a rather dramatic dive in order to demand pride-of-place in the recently remodeled living room. I complied.

I’m just superstitious enough of a person that, when something like that happens, I think it over a bit. It just so happens that the Catholic Feast of the Assumption of the Madonna, celebrating Mary the Mother ascending to Heaven, is August 15. Dialing time back a bit, the Gnostics used the same date to celebrate and study their doctrine of the assumption of the black goddess of wisdom, Sophia. On this same range of dates (around August 13 to 15) was the Roman Pagan festival of Nemoralia. This holiday was in honor of the virginal goddess of their pantheon, Diana. August 13 was (and is) a feast day for the Greek goddess of death and transitions, Hecate. Sekhmet, Egyptian lioness goddess, gorged herself unto inebriation on the blood of unjust humans on August 7. A celebration of Venus as protector of crops and groves occurred on August 19, and so on. Yes, Venus. Protector. Moderns like to see her as a featherweight who floats around on a seashell but Venus was the protector of Rome in those days and was known to kick some ass. She was a love and lust goddess, sure, but she’d also rip a new one in anyone accused of being a rapist.

I clipped this out ages ago during divinity school. I think it came from a Margaret Starbird book about the feminine divine.

Anyhow, I’m sure you see the connections. As is typical of world religions, the goddess holidays kept piling on top of each other over the ages.

This is all well and good, but you may be wondering where the “black” part comes in. Certainly, goddesses like Hecate and Sophia have lots of black in their symbolic and artistic color schemes. This color goes into the most ancient times of human religion for many reasons. Obviously, the cradle of civilization was in African regions, and early people had dark skin. Black was also associated with good soil and hence fertility and life to the ancients. The black soil of the Nile River, for instance, was revered in the Kemetic practices of ancient Egypt.

It’s kind backwards and an obvious racial appropriation that black became a stereo-typically negative color, especially spiritually. If anything, it’s the other way around. The ancients saw white as a color of death. Think about it…bleached bone, icy snow, and so on versus the black soil from which all life could be seen to spring.

Psychologically we probably all understand the meaning of nighttime and darkness. It’s a time of mysteries, power, and often fear. A dark god or goddess includes these aspects of life. Often their worship is at least partly done through closely guarded secrets, passed on only to initiates. S/he is often associated with death and reincarnation. Yet that isn’t all. Most of these deities, on their own or in combination with consorts, contain a full polarity of sun and moon, light and dark, openness and mystery. They tend to be triple deities…the stereotypical maiden, mother and crone (son, father, and death/spirit).

In terms of magick, black is receptive and white repels other energies (hence the associations with purity or death). This is why witches/magickal folk use a lot of black. At least, that’s how I was taught in one of my major traditions. When you want to do magick (a prayer with punch), you are building a wish battery. Black draws energy in, so why wouldn’t you use it? Still, you may want to rethink wearing black to a funeral. It’s stressful enough with out sucking in the vibes of every grieving person there.

Anyhow, back to Mary. The reasons that a Black Madonna popped up across the globe probably had to do with her syncretization into regional sacred stories. There may have been other theological reasons to represent Mary Magdalene as the Black Madonna if she is compared to the “shulamite” bride in the Song of Solomon (“dark I am, but lovely,” dark as in very tan from working all day in the fields…a poor girl who makes good by marrying the King).

Certainly there are Black Madonnas here, there and everywhere. There are Black Madonnas in Germany, Russia, Czechoslovakia, France, Poland, Brazil, Mexico, and Spain. Certainly the largest collection of Black Madonna shrines seems to be located in Sicily.

© Symbolreader, 2020 Madonna and Child Einsiedeln, Switzerland

The church/es (primarily Catholic, Orthodox and Gnostic) can demure and claim that these statues are only blackened by centuries of candle soot. Yet it’s impossible to hide the ways that local people (particularly women) worship these Madonnas while incorporating many of the “old ways” and old goddesses. Besides the ladies I mentioned, other goddesses with a black/underworld/arcane rep include Cybele, Artemis, Isis, Pele, Nut, Cailleach, Morrighan, Baba Yaga, and more.

Mary has always carried the spirits and (sometimes quietly) the powers of other goddesses. She has long been associated with healing, protection, prophecy, fertility, and interceding in/answering prayers (aka manifesting magicks). When she wears the royal blue robes of the mainstream, she channels high spiritual vibrations and astral communication of all that we need to live good lives. When she wears the dark skin and perhaps robes of a cthonic (underworld) mama, she takes on the role of spirit midwife, guardian, guide and perhaps even judge in the incomprehensible mazes of death. In both roles she brings prophecy and secret teachings. In both roles she is revered and respected.

This is a popular print which I know as, “the big one over the TV.”

I have a long history of interactions with Mary. Mostly, they were with Yeshua’s mom. I’ve seen statuary to her in Jerusalem while I was on an archaeology dig for school. Yes, I’ve literally dug up bodies in Armageddon. That’s a story for another time. I’ve seen Guadalupe’s shrines around Mexico when I was on my dad’s missionary trips. I’ve slowly collected or made a ton of art and statuary dedicated to the Marys. Often, it was without even noticing that I was doing it. More recently, I have incorporated the image of the Black Madonna on my altar and in my own spiritual practices.

My “marian” altar, including numerous examples with an Avalonian flair

In modern times, Mary is “back in black” as an icon of inclusiveness and diversity. Mary has always had a role in social justice theology. The Bible records her “magnificat” (song of praise) as (in part):

God’s mercy is for those who fear God
from generation to generation.
God has shown strength with God’s arm;
God has scattered the proud in the thoughts of their hearts.
God has brought down the powerful from their thrones,
and lifted up the lowly;
God has filled the hungry with good things,
and sent the rich away empty.

Statue of Mary at the Church of the Holy Sepulcher, Jerusalem, taken by me, 1998

(Luke 1:46-55)

In the introduction to the book, “Healing Journeys with the Black Madonna (Alessandra Belloni, Bear & Co)”, Matthew Fox notes that the Black Madonnas are meaningful inspiration within movements like Black Lives Matter. Certainly, Our Lady of Guadalupe of South America has been connected to “liberation theology” for many decades and has long been honored by Native American and South American believers.

mixed media collage of Guadalupe that I made in college, back when I was going to Mexico a lot for missions with my dad

Many of the dark mothers have been associated with social justice and similar. One example would be the widely practiced “Hecate’s supper.” On the new moon (when the moon is virtually dark in the sky), her devotees would place food and other ritual offerings out for her. Though some might be on a household altar, it was the tradition to leave these items at a triple crossroads, sacred to Hecate as the torch-bearing guide through the labyrinths of death. The thing is, anyone who came for the offerings was considered a representative of the dark mother. Therefore, the Hecate’s supper was a way for transient people to get some supplies.

Partly because of her dark, shadowy vibe and partly due to the placement and iconography of certain Black Madonnas, she has sometimes been associated with Mary Magdalene as well as or instead of Mary the mother of Yeshua. This brings me full circle (kind of) to my picture of Yeshua/Jesus and Mary M taking that stroll (and that header off my wall).

I sort of think that they risked denting their frame in order to call my attention to the Mary feast day in a couple of days, and get me to put up some information on this blog. It so happens that I’m aware of an online event that those interested in Mary, particularly the Black Madonna (with emphasis on Mary Magdalene) may find very cool.

On August fifteenth Rose Lineage Priestess Annabel Du Boulay will be putting on an online festival for the Black Goddess. By the way, men, women and all genders are fully included and welcomed. She will give excellent information about the connections between several of these deities. I believe she will have a very special guided meditation included. As a priestess, author and also a musician, she is very good at those (yes, I know her and she’s very awesome). She does a great job of tracing the black goddesses from Ethiopia and through the mists of time, all the way to the mists of Avalon, so to speak. She’s based in England so there’s a time zone hitch for those of us in the US of A. As best I can tell, though, this is at the manageable time of 2pm Eastern, US time on Saturday the 15th. A minimum donation of 13 British pounds (about 17 dollars) is required to get the link. Donations will go to a charity called Project Harar, which does emergency COVID water support and (and some other supplies) in Ethiopia (as Annabel says, the original birthplace of the Black Goddess).

Happy Feast of Mary’s Assumption! If you’re a little witchy, maybe I’ll see you online in British Summer Time.

Here is a link to the online festival:

Join Annabel for The Avalon Rose Chapel’s Black Goddess Rites as she guides you through THE most powerful gateway in the Rose Lineage Calendar 2020, with all proceeds being donated to Project Harar supporting vulnerable families in Ethiopia.
BY DONATION

References:

Healing Journeys with the Black Madonna: Chants, Music, and Sacred Practices of the Dark Goddess, by Alessandra Belloni (Bear & Co)

Sophia: Goddess of Wisdom, Bride of God, by Caitlin Matthews (Quest Books)

Celtic Lore & Spellcraft of the Dark Goddess: Invoking the Morrigan, by Stephanie Woodfield (Llewellyn)

Hekate Liminal Rites, by Sorita D’Este and David Rankine (Avalonia)

Feast of the Morrighan: A Grimoire for the Dark Lady of the Emerald Isle, by Christopher Penczak (Copper Cauldron)

Harvest

Here we are at Lughnasadh, which Wiccan-influenced Neo-pagans (what a harvest of words!) celebrate as the first-fruits of harvest. While it’s nowhere near Samhain (the meat/blood harvest that was syncretized into Soul’s Eve and Halloween), it already carries undertones of death. The Pagan god, like Christ, dies to protect and nourish his people each year. Sometimes called the barley or corn king, he dies back like a plant only to regenerate through the unseen magic of roots and seeds.

Heavy, right? I guess I get a little mopey every year around this time. I can feel the summer getting older by the second. “How did it go so fast?!” is my annual reprieve. That and, for the past couple of years, it’s the anniversary of my dad passing away. August 3, 2017. This year we celebrated by rushing my mom to EMMC with a possible heart attack. Fortunately, it seems to have been something a bit milder than this, though proper precautions are being taken. Anyone who is an energy sender or prayer, please send. Even if you read this message-in-a-virtual-bottle ten years from now. I’m sure I’ll still be needing help with something!

Before all the horrible, terrible, no good, very bad festivities at the cardiac ward, I was zoom-attending this year’s Glastonbury Goddess Conference. While it is a summer celebration, it also has autumnal themes. Sure, we play with Henna and dance and sing and all that (yes, even on zoom). But, we also talk in smaller circles about ageing, childlessness, assault, death, political injustices, and all manner of other things. I guess that’s life. You can’t prance around on the beach all the time without stepping on a little glass. Probably. Just me?

I have also blogged on my Witches & Pagans spot more about Avalon. I solved the riddle of the Grail quest. Just sayin’. You’ll have to read it to see if you agree.

Meanwhile, to remember my dad. One of my step-sibs and I were just doing so. To summarize:

A childrearing strategy that involved talking way over our heads about Kirkegaard, Wiesel, or Aquinas when we were still on comics.

Wild interactive story telling in the car during short commutes just as much as long drives, which surely made me at least three-quarters of the weirdo I am today.

At his first parish in Nebraska when I was about eight, he started paying me a penny a page to read my kid Bible (like a comic book). I guess he wanted me to seem devout. I don’t think he knew I spent the cash on candy cigarettes, which I regularly let hang off my lips like the grown-ups did while sitting on the steps of the parish house. Sorry, Dad.

Duke basketball, stomping and shrieking and using sporty terms I’m pretty sure he didn’t understand much better than I did.

Various forms of reckless (assertive?) driving that terrified many both in and outside the cars, which he always blamed on the time-frame and rigors of rural parish ministry. Do all parish ministers keep their collars in the glove box in case of speeding stops?

The Cadillacs. Sooo many Cadillacs.

His love of old time blues and gospel. I particularly remember his love for old video clips of Mahalia Jackson, at festivals and singing her guts out with sweat pouring down her face and her hair everywhere. Frikkin. Awesome.

His gusto for food and life. When dining out is was not unusual for us to find ourselves alone in our section while he roared with laughter and told rather off-color jokes. Oh, and sampled everyone else’s food to the point where my step-brother sometimes cried. Of course, my dad’s life-long love for rich food is part of why he’s not here. He occasionally buttered his meat. Just. Don’t.

His sense of fair play. He would always be willing to go to the mat for anyone on any cause that he felt sounded just, and he was a formidable mat-goer. Big, loud, brave, kind.

The parish visit was where the really shone. He loved to work his circuit doing sick-bed visits. He had chaplaincy privileges at every hospital and nursing home and home for the disabled within a hundred mile radius of any place he ever served.

Clown college. He went there. How many of us are willing to wear the nose just to cheer some sick people up?! That’s hard core.

Thrift stores. Ohmygod. The thrift stores. And book stores. Same thing. Many times as a child I literally thought I’d been left behind, he’d lose himself in those shelves for so long. Thank god most of them had cats. Late in life, his fave was the Salvation Army in Oneonta, NY, which he lovingly referred to as “the Sally.”

Being proud to call himself a feminist and raise a tough broad like me. The last vacation we took before he died I chewed his ass for some off-color joke (which was a hundred percent why he told them). He laughed and I, not ready to stop being mad, was like, “What?!” He said, “I’m just admiring the nuclear stealth missile I’ve launched into the world.”

I guess that’s it for this year. I have to save some stories for the rest of my life. I know he was proud of his Viking heritage and he might be hanging out in some Heaven/Valhalla hybrid, but I kind of hope we get to see each other in Avalon.

Wishing all a peaceful and healthy harvest. And much love to my daddy from his little missile.

Is this fun or am I just batty?

Okay, probably a fair amount of each. Maybe I’m feeling the COVID-19 shutdown (when does it become COVID-20?). I don’t care. I’m doing this. As no one else has ever said (I’m pretty sure), it’s no fun failing unless you do it in public.

Writing is a fickle pastime. I’ve written so, so many things that have never seen the light of day. Not even a hint of moonlight. In many cases I am vastly grateful. In some, however, I feel regrets. Such is the case with Varley the Vegan Vampire. I know, I know. It’s meant to be a kid’s’ book okay?! That’s what I told myself, though I think I wrote it entirely for my own enjoyment. It is, in fact, an unmarketable monstrosity. Yes, with literal monsters.

This thing is in common meter (tetrameter/trimeter) rhyming verse. That’s right, rhyme. It’d make Emily Dickinson think she’d been slipped a bad mushroom (possibly not for the first time). It’s vegan. Did I mention it rhymes? You get it. I could go on. It could only ever be marketable to far left, plant-eating, kinky-goth octogenarians who are super comfy with their inner (way inner) child. I haven’t found a publishing house that has a catalog for that. Strangely, though, this little tale is very dear to my heart.

I probably have sentimentality for Varley because my dad loved him. We worked on the story together. It’s kind of an homage to our shared hero, Edward Gorey. One of our last vacations together before Dad got sick was to the Gorey homestead on Cape Cod.

Additionally, it was Dad’s idea to name the character Varley. After reading the first draft he insisted, “It’s a tribute to Varney but he’s vegan. Get it? Rhymes with barley!”

My dad was of course referring to Varney the Vampire from the British “penny dreadful” papers of the nineteenth century. He owned an authentic printing of one of the Varney tales which he treasured for years. Yes, my Methodist minister father. He had a real goth streak. He loved vintage horror (more kitschy than slashy). He owned several hearses and funereal sedans over the years that he’d bought from local undertakers. “High miles but easy miles,” he said. As mentioned, we both loved the Gorey vibe. You knew I had to get it from somewhere, right?

So, enjoy this little offering if you dare. You may want to read it in segments if you aren’t accustomed to rhyme. It can cause painful brain cramps until you build up your tolerance. Since it was meant to be a story book, I found some vintage Halloween cards (and a couple of Gorey bats) to illustrate. I know, it’s not Halloween anymore. But, it’s not 2019 either. We’re all on a bit of a delay.

VARLEY THE VEGAN VAMPIRE

Varley was a vampire boy

at monster middle school.

He loved his classes, and his friends

the zombies, wolves and ghouls.

He always did his homework without

any howls or pangs.

His teacher thought that Varley was

as sharp as his white fangs.

He always aced arithmetic

no matter the amount.

In fact, on his bat-minton team,

his nickname was “the Count.”

At home, Varley had so much fun.

He loved his mom and dad.

His mother was named Hepzibah.

His father was called Vlad.

When it came to dinner time

he sucked every drop dry,

and then his father taught him things,

like how to prowl and fly.

Varley was a happy boy

the perfect monster tween,

and nothing made him happier

than Monster Halloween.

At Monster Halloween the kids

go out to trick or treat.

For monster kids the treats they seek     

are not so very sweet.

They go out dressed in midnight best

to fill up all their sacks

with ladyfingers, pickled toes and

spicy baby-backs.

The Mummy serves a mean tagine

of succulent professor.

The Wolfman hands out candied hearts

absent from corporate bankers.

Swampthing cooks a gumbo up

with dentist in the roux.

Because of this, it really is

a very toothsome brew.

The Zombies serve assortments of

delectable sweetmeats

that once were brains from travelers

they met upon the streets.

Hepzibah let Varley stir her

sanguinary tidbits.

Her hemoglobin popsicles

can chill whomever visits.

So as the moon grew white and full

and rose up in the night,

Varley and his friends met up.

They truly looked a fright!

They pulled some tricks, like stink bomb spells

and stuffed themselves with meat

until they each had to concede

they’d had all they could eat.

Not one of them could come up with

a single, unused hex.

They’d had their fill of loins and ribs

and sweetmeats, and of necks.

The wolfboy got a tummy ache,

young mummy came undone.

So they split up at half-past ten.

They’d had their fill of fun.

Varley made it halfway home   

then suddenly decided

he really wasn’t all that tired.

He spread his wings and glided

above the homes of Monstertown

beyond his neighborhood.

Below he saw monsters and ghouls

clearly up to no good.

And just beyond the village clock         

he saw a jet-black cape.

A vampire boy he had not met?

Varley was agape!

He landed, and he said, “Hello,

and happy Hallows Eve!”

The other vampire waved and said,

“Hello, my name is Steve.”

Now, Varley thought that “Steve” was an

eccentric sort of name,

but he was not the sort to judge.

He liked Steve just the same.

The boy was Varley’s age and height

with fangs so sharp and white

that Varley thought his new comrade

must bear a fearful bite.

Steve preferred arithmetic to

spelling, Varley learned,

and also loved to play his sports.

His passions truly burned

for something he called football, which

Varley didn’t know.

But they had lots in common, so

they agreed to go

around to all Steve’s neighbors, to do

more “trick or treat,” since

Steve assured his new friend that

the sweets could not be beat.

“Did you get to the Miller’s house?”

asked Steve, “their treats are great!”

Before Varley could say a word

they heard, “It’s getting late!”

They turned and saw a mortal mom.

His new chum was a person!

Varley was stunned. His friend was food!

How could his prospects worsen?

No wonder that Steve’s fearful fangs

looked so fresh from the coffin.

In fact they were a plastic pair

just taken from a carton!

Unbidden, his whole life of meals

now flashed through Varley’s mind.

He saw the fingers, toes, and eyes

upon which monsters dined.

And with his super-human ears,

Varley could hear the blood

coursing through his new friend’s veins.

It made him feel like crud.

“I guess I have to go,” said Steve.

“I had a lot of fun!”

And as Steve ran away, Varley

pondered what he had done.

What would his parents say if they

divined his misadventure,

that he had made a friend who had

duped him with vampire dentures?

Varley shuddered at the thought.

He spread his wings and flew

back home as fast as he could go.

It seemed the thing to do.

His mother gave him some warm blood

and tucked him in his coffin,

but Varley stayed up all day long,

which didn’t happen often.

He kept on thinking about Steve.

He chewed and stewed and brooded,

and by the break of dusk Varley

had finally concluded

the foods monsters were raised upon

were archaic and crude.

He had a revelation. He thought,

“PEOPLE ARE NOT FOOD!”

People are not food?” he thought,

it had such implications

on having fun, and fitting in,

and what about starvation?

How could he tell his mom and dad?

He could not even fathom

whatever he could say that would

convey his new compassion?

It was too much to contemplate

how to replace the food

that all monsters relied upon,

but his new attitude

demanded he make changes to his

basic way of life.

Though he did not look forward to

the certain household strife.

Yet there was just no turning back.

Not once he had met Steve.

Could vampires resist human blood?

He wanted to believe.

The next few weeks were just as hard

as Varley had portended.

When he first told his parents, they had

acted quite offended.

His mother thought that he would die.

So dire was her lament!

His father roared, “No son of mine!”

and he’d “prefer impalement.”

But Varley did some research on the

monster’s worldwide web.

He found out that a vampire could drink

vegetables, instead.

His research turned up many facts that

caused him great alarm

about how monsters raised people on

large factory farms.

They had no quality of life, they

languished inside pens

too tiny and too tightly packed to

even lay down in.

Philosophers said hunting free-range

might be more humane.

The livestock had a better life,

so no one need abstain

from harvesting their blood or brains

or tasty this-and-thats,

as long as people could enjoy

natural habitats.

Yet realistically, it seemed

the monster population

could not be fed just on free-range.

It would cause mass-privation.

So hunting free-range people was a

radical flirtation.

After all, what would come next?

Human liberation?

But Varley also found monsters

who lived a kinder way.

They dined simply on plant-based foods,

instead of hunting prey.

With all this information, Varley

fully foresaw why

it would assuage his conscience to give

plant-based foods a try.

He blended up some kale and beets

and plant-based nutrients.

He downloaded the data that

explained the rudiments.

His parents looked it over, but they

called it “blasphemy.”

To controvert his data and

avert this travesty,

they took Varley to all the monsters

they thought, hopefully,

would show him where he had gone wrong.

His reasoning was woolly.

They took him to the mad doctor

to get an education

about the vampire diet and

their predatory station.

“Monsters should eat people, just like

lions eat gazelles.

It’s our ancestral diet, and it

serves us very well.”

The doctor got out lots of books

to show that he was right.

He read aloud to Varley from

“Drink Right for your Blood Type.”

His teacher got a flow-chart out

that taught natural laws

and how monsters were meant to use

their fangs, stingers, or claws.

She said that, as a species, people

were a little slow.

They were put here to be food.

They wouldn’t even know

what they had missed out on in life.

They couldn’t think like that

(plus, vegetables are insufficient

in protein and fat).

“They are completely corporeal,”

she said, “it can’t be clearer.

If people had a soul, we couldn’t

see them in a mirror!”

It just kept going on like that

as days stretched into weeks.

Everywhere that Varley went, he

confronted critiques.

His friends would laugh and tease him when

he drank his juice, at lunch.

And it started to bother him

to watch as they would munch

on human parts of every type,

which dangled from their forks,

and where they saw a treat, all Varley

could see was a corpse.

On his bat-minton team they joked

that he would be too weak

to help them win their matches and they

said he was a freak,

but Varley felt healthy and strong. He loved

his plant-based diet,

except it started eating him that

no one else would try it.

He couldn’t understand how monsters

he thought of as nice

would willfully continue with

this dietary vice.

Despite what Varley told them about

all that he had learned,

they all remained oblivious and

fully unconcerned.

He felt so sad and mad that he

began to sulk and brood.

His teachers warned his parents to

correct his attitude.

His parents begged, cajoled and scolded

Varley, all alike.

He simply would not budge. It was

juice or a hunger strike.

Finally, he was sent home

from school for being rude

because he made a tee-shirt saying

PEOPLE: FRIENDS, NOT FOOD.

His parents were beside themselves.

This time he’d gone too far.

His father said, “I swear I don’t know

who you even are!”

His mother said to him, “I miss

my happy little boy!

This diet makes you cranky and

it’s sapping all your joy!”

“It’s not a diet,” Varley said,

“this is a way of life.”

His father stood up, dark and tall,

and glowered at his wife.

“This is all your fault,” he said.

“You’ve spoiled this monster rotten!”

“I’m not spoiled,” said Varley, “and

in case you have forgotten,

you taught me to think for myself,

and it made me a misfit.

I thought I could count on your help,

but you’re a hypocrite!”

He then burst forth in torrid tears

and ran down to his tomb.

He crawled into his coffin and

retreated into gloom.

It would be so much easier

just to drink blood again.

He could go back to normal, but then

he’d be bothered when

he thought of all that he had learned

since he had first met Steve.

He didn’t want to give it up, and

comfortably deceive

himself about the impact that

his daily choices made.

So he decided, then and there, he

would not ever trade

the lifestyle he had  chosen for

societal permission.

At least, he promised to himself,

not of his own volition.

So by the time that Hepzibah came down

to Varley’s tomb

he knew that he could not give in.

He just could not consume

the human foods that monsters ate.

He wanted to hold fast

no matter if he ever was

negated or harassed.

But when his mother came to him

he had a nice surprise,

for Hebzibah had sympathetic

teardrops in her eyes.

“I know that you don’t think your dad

or I have got a clue,

but I want you to know that we are

very proud of you.

We really do want you to be

an independent thinker,

and that is true even if you’re

an herbivorous drinker.”

Varley was stunned. He wasn’t sure

if he could trust his luck.

Nevermore would he be asked

to prowl and run amok!

“What about Dad?” he asked, and fully

expected a fight.

But then he heard Vlad from the hallway

say, “Your mother’s right.”

“When I grew up my father taught

me to be fierce and mean.

But you have taught me something, Son,

that I had never seen,

that when you dare to stand up for

what you believe is right

it means you are the bravest one.

You’re not afraid to fight

even against the things those close

to you told you were true,

and that takes one tough monster, so

I’m very proud of you.”

And things got better, from that night.

His parents even went

with Varley to a monster

vegetarian event

where they met lots of creatures who’d

chosen to abdicate

all monster privilege that said

they could exsanguinate

or butcher, slay, flambe, fillet

or elsewise gormandize

unsuspecting people.  Or, at

least, they vowed to try.

Their motto at this thing was, “Did your

dinner have to die?”

Varley met a zombie who

subsisted on whole grains.

He said that he could just no longer

stomach human brains.

And there was a Cthulhu there,

disseminating leaflets

elucidating “free-range hunting”

savagery and secrets.

A banshee that ate only beans

was keeping her eye on

a cyclops who had just sworn off of

meat, though not for long.

His parents tasted food samples, like

salad from an ogre

who swore that he had gained muscle

forgoing flesh for clover.

There was a boogieman who cooked

porridge instead of children.

He said, “I’m so much happier,

not eating like a villain.”

He gave them lots of recipes

and other information,

then Vlad asked him a question about

humans and predation.

“Why shouldn’t we be eating them

when they are vicious killers?

They overpopulate, pollute

the soil, the air, the rivers,

and wipe out other species as if

it were meaningless.

They even kill each other, so it

doesn’t take a genius

to see that they are pests, and it

is wise to cull their numbers.”

Dad!” cried Varley, mortified

by this parental blunder,

although the boogieman just smiled

and nodded comprehension.

He said, “Yes, I can understand

your valid apprehension.

It’s true that we do not use humans

as a moral compass,

nor any other creature. Just our

own actions concern us.

But human beings have feelings, and

even complex notions.

Some even display ethics and seem

to show some emotions.

Why, there are even people who’ve

designed a plant-based diet.

They call it veganism, and it

causes some disquiet

amongst their friends and neighbors, but

they keep on slogging through.

So if people can do it, monsters

certainly can, too.”

Varley and his parents were

entirely amazed

that humans also know their diets

need to be appraised.

“I never knew that they had thoughts

or feelings,” his mom said.

“It makes me think that I might just

drink vegetables, instead.”

The boogieman agreed. He said,

“The bottom line is this,

we eat to reduce suffering, and

we don’t even miss

the foods that we used to adore.

we find our tastes have changed.

It’s just that our priorities

have all been rearranged.”

“I knew it!” Varley cried out, “I said

people are not food,

and if people can be vegan, then

I can be one too!”

For all his immortality,

beginning there and now,

he’d practice his morality.

It was a solemn vow.

And Varley meant it. From then on

the weeks and months just flew.

All the monsters dubbed Varley

the Vegan Nosferatu.

But his bat-minton team redeemed

the Transylvania Cup,

and when he did his schoolwork, all

his numbers added up.

So slowly, his professors and

his coaches did admit

that Varley’s plant-based diet had

been to his benefit.

The other kids still teased him, but

they started to adjust.

Eventually his juices were not

noticed or discussed

except when someone asked him for

a recipe or two.

In fact his mother got quite good

at juicing up a brew

of kale and beets and blood oranges

she called the “monster mash,”

and even Vlad might steal a sip

or two from Varley’s stash.

They even served popsicles made of

strawberries and greens

when trick or treaters came around,

next Monster Halloween.

More creatures came to try it out

than they had ever hoped,

and many said that it was great,

though several also joked

that they needed more protein, until

Varley’s father said

the juice was good enough for him,

the King of the Undead.

So after he helped Hepzibah

to make these vegan sweets,

Varley flew to where he knew

that Steve and he might meet.

He found his human friend all dressed

to look like Frankenstein

and as he looked at Steve he knew

that he would never dine

on human blood. No matter what

may or may not transpire,

Varley, in perpetuity,

would be a vegan vampire.

Edward Gorey

So if you’re ever out at night

and think that you have seen

a black and bat-like creature that is

vampirizing greens

it’s probably just Varley, so you

aren’t in any danger.

Be sure to shout your thanks to our

crepuscular crusader.

And if you are in Varley’s thrall

he won’t wish you to be.

Instead, just spread the liberty,

by living cruelty-free.

Suffrage, agency, and diet: Knowing when we’ve had our fill

Cooking on Sunday is kind of a thing for me. It makes me feel nourished in more ways than one. It’s when I take the time to try tricky recipes and break out (sometimes break) the decent dishes. Sometimes, about halfway through this ritual, I realize I might have bitten off more than I can chew. Yes, a food pun. Deal with it. Anyhow, that’s today.

As I build my Sunday dinner of tofurky divan (why did I try something so fussy?!) I am contemplating how I want to write about the hundredth anniversary the women’s vote (“women’s suffrage”) in the United States. Yep. I contemplate stuff like that.

Maybe it’s the bubbling sauce of tahini, cashew and white wine talking but I’m going at it through food. More than food, really. Our agency over our bodies. Bear in mind I am documenting my own cerebral and experiential meanderings. I’m not trying to deliver an ultimate truth. Unfortunately, I’m not aware of one of those little beauties. In other words, bear with me. Okay, here we go.

Women got the franchise in 1920 in the U.S. and in 1928 in the U.K. In both countries, suffrage activists were pushed, hit, thrown, spit on, and jailed. They held the 1913 women’s march to protest the inauguration of Woodrow Wilson (an event that was heavily compared with the women’s marches in the U.S. after Trump was elected). At this event over a hundred women were injured badly enough to wind up in the hospital when Wilson supporters were unleashed on the marchers by unfriendly police.

The Secretary of War had to dispatch federal cavalry to help quell the violence and allow ambulances to help the women.  The D.C Police Commissioner was forced out in the subsequent scandal which even included special congressional hearings into the matter.

Two of the most notorious prisons where these women activists ended up were the Occoquan Workhouse in Virgina, U.S. and the Holloway Women’s Prison in London, U.K. Once in jail they were deliberately (not surprisingly) treated with optimal lack of dignity.

They were often charged in ways that put them on an equivalency with prostitutes when, as activists, they demanded instead to be treated as political prisoners. As women were moved in and out of these prisons for repeat sentences, they developed collective action strategies. They first tried to refuse wearing prison uniforms (a marker of a person with special political prisoner status) but male guards were perfectly happy to be called in to undress them. At the worst prisons some were stripped, chained naked to cell doors, and sometimes raped.  

The most successful action the women developed across the continents (though certainly very unhealthy for them) was the infamous hunger strike. This was a collective action known to be practiced by political prisoners. In Europe, people who were allowed to hold that designation were protected from force-feeding. The women, of course, were not offered that protection.

Women would take turns hunger striking. They were so effective at this tactic in England that, also in 1913, Parlaiment enacted the “Prisoners Temporary Discharge for Ill Health Act” that was more commonly known as “The Cat and Mouse Act.”

Basically they would turn hunger-striking women out of prison when they were close to death and then round them back up after they’d gone home to recuperate on their own dime. The other intervention used by corrections staff against the women prisoners was force-feeding.

This was a violent process virtually the same as a sexual rape in which women’s agency over their bodies was violated with food. It wasn’t a “here comes the airplane into the hanger” scenario. Women were held down by several corrections officers, sometimes also trussed in heavy restraints, after which fairly large and unhygienic rubber hoses were shoved down their throats through the mouth or nose. Many got pneumonia from food and liquid reaching their lungs. Permanent damage was common. Some of the Holloway survivors gave testimonials that the BBC has available here.

What does all of this have to do with my tofurky divan? Of course, there is the obvious. I’m grateful for my privilege to choose my own food and to eat it. I’m grateful for the right to cast a vote. I’m grateful that I have the safety to make choices about what goes in and out of any part of my body. We’re used to thinking about this in terms of sexual agency, including reproductive rights. It occurs to me that we’re more used to thinking about our agency in terms of our sexuality. That’s certainly important and appropriate. Yet, it’s at least as important to think about our agency over food. Like with our sexuality and (I’m pondering this) perhaps even more, it’s an agency we are taught to very easily give away.

There are many ways to understand our agency around food. Can we afford the food we want? Do we feel safe and able to follow diets according to our religion or ethics? Do we feel emotionally and physically in control over our food choices? Do we see our diet as a battle with food waged over our self-image or the opinions of others? In what ways has our dietary agency been taken by others? In what ways are we giving it away?

According to stats compiled for the 2020 eating disorder awareness week, the Eating Recovery Center shares that 2.8 percent of American adults deal with a binge eating disorder in their lifetime. While we think of this as a women’s issue, about a third of adults with reported eating disorders are men. It’s pretty hard not to worry about our size and appearance given all the media messages out there. And those are far from new. The diet and image industries have been churning away in our lives and inside our heads through the generations.

In my own life story I had a sort of split-screen reality of a childhood. I lived two very different ways in my parents’ two households. My mother was a battered woman. My father was a rural minister. In both of those realities, I was low-hanging fruit to fall prey to eating disorders. In my mother’s household there was abusive misogyny that left all of us as our batterer’s victims feeling like objects (and not very valuable objects). In my dad’s house was the middle class pressure to be the minister’s kid who is polite, polished, and always able to make a good impression.

Both of my parents loved me and parented the best that they could. These issues around self-image and food are cultural more than individual, though individual resources and resilience can help. In fact, I understand as an adult that my father had self-image and dietary issues to rival my own. I wish we could have supported each other in a productive manner while he was alive, rather than suffering on our own. Though, adopting animals to fund at the Catskill Animal Sanctuary was a special experience and I am so grateful we did it. It was a process where we teamed up to take dietary choices beyond the plate and into the ethics, and I think we both felt more empowered. I highly recommend it.

I remember learning about the force-feeding of suffragettes while I was in college. I happened to be in active treatment for my eating disorders at the time. I recall having a kind of epiphany about my agency in my diet at that point. It helped me in my recovery. For me the awareness dawned that I had arrived at the safety and the privilege to decide what I ate. Why was I wasting my time and energy torturing myself? I can’t say my battle was totally over at that moment, but it was a meaningful step forward. I eventually settled into a rather uneasy peace with myself. I committed to allowing my body to be as it was, as long as I was eating healthfully and in accordance with my ethics. That brings me to the veganism.

Back in college I was also learning to be a vegetarian. This was another piece of my puzzle. The ethics of diet that I learned by reading books like Carol J Adams’ The Sexual Politics of Meat gave me another reason to see my food as more than a malicious list of calories, fats and carbs. Like sex, food is power. And even the most rapacious of paramours probably don’t have sex nearly as often as they eat. As Will Tuttle points out in The World Peace Diet, dietary ethics are the core of our ethics. They are a big factor in our impact upon our worlds both personal and global. As I grew into that material I gradually became totally vegan. In terms of my self-image and my relationship to food it’s worked really well for me.

During this period of discovery, material in Carol Adams’ work (The Pornography of Meat as well as Sexual Politics of Meat) brought me right back around to the suffragettes. Alice Paul, the subject of my previous blog, was a dedicated vegetarian. She picked this up from the London ladies along with her propensities for other radical collective actions. So many of the British suffragettes of the Women’s Social & Political Union were vegetarian that they ran their own veggie hostels so they’d have places to rest and to dine the way they wanted when they were on a lecture tour or recovering between stints in prison.

Vegetarianism wasn’t just a frivolous fad for these women. It was part of the beliefs that informed all their actions. A great and very detailed research project on this topic is, at the time I write this, available in full online. This is, “The awakened instinct: vegetarianism and the women’s suffrage movement in Britain” by Leah Leneman.

As documented by Leneman, the suffrage activists advocated for vegetarian food when they weren’t hunger-striking. They even did this when they were in jail. Maude Joachim, after doing a stint in Holloway in 1907, recorded this fact in her memoirs, saying:

Dinner is supplied in two tins. In the deeper one lurks two potatoes in their skins; in the shallower, are an egg, and some cauliflower or other vegetable. Many of us are always vegetarians, and acting on expert advice, others are so [for a time], for the meat supplied is so generally disliked.”

In her 1914 memoir “Prisons and Prisoners,” staunch vegetarian Lady Constance Bulwer-Lytton recalled watching stockmen abuse a sheep on its way to slaughter. In that moment, watching an innocent creature being brutalized by those with power for no reason other than cruelty, she made a connection we would now label as one of “intersectionality.” She wrote:

“[The incident] seemed to reveal to me for the first time the position of women

throughout the world. I realised how often women are held in contempt

as beings outside the pale of human dignity, excluded or confined,

laughed at and insulted because of conditions in themselves for which

they are not responsible, but which are due to fundamental injustices

with regard to them, and to the mistakes of a civilisation in the shaping

of which they have had no free share.”

Those who were ethics-motivated vegetarians experienced even more horror from force-feeding because the food being forced was invariably derived from animals. Lady Lytton recounted that she was force-fed violently, at least eight times. Besides giving vivid details about the pain of the tools they used to shove tubes in her nose or sometimes mouth (past her bridgework, which cut into her gums), she “had the strongest objection to it of a vegetarian kind, and I begged [the doctor] not to give it to me again. . . It was only when I was sick that I knew what were the ingredients put down my body.” (Cited by Leneman and derived from Lytton’s Prisons and Prisoners).

A tough lady by any standard, Lytton was more upset by the use of animal products in her feeding than the permanently debilitating pain. This, even though she knew at the time that she had a heart condition and could easily have died. She did rather casually recount having “double pneumonia and pleurisy” due to the feedings, but she recovered to write her memoirs and eat many more vegetarian meals.

Lytton’s experiences showcase two of the core elements of food agency. In prison she lost her choice over whether she ate and she lost her choice over what she ate and why (for her ethical beliefs). Sometimes seeing the absence of choice helps us to see its importance.

How does all of this (as I forewarned) cerebral and experiential meandering tie together, if it does?

For one thing, I hope we can all embrace our own food agency in an empowering and perhaps even joyous way. It occurs to me that:

If we are able to purchase foods we prefer, that’s a win. If we are free to make our own ethical choices about diet, that’s a win. If we can find peace with our bodies and eat to care for ourselves instead of make war with our forms, that’s a win. If we have the added bonus of having supporting community to back up any or all of those choices, we are very blessed.

I hope you find that at least some of these blessings apply to you.

I suppose, as I watch the world shift and change around the animal-agriculture implicated pandemic of COVID-19 and the fires of unrest due to police racism in my own country, I am also looking to all my power-sources past and present for the lessons of agency.

As we put our society back together (micro and macro), we will surely have opportunities as well as barriers. When putting our food infrastructure back together post-pandemic, we could take the opportunity to look at what types of large-scale farming we do with an eye toward food equality and environmental sustainability. A well-fed world is a great resource site for this work.

When addressing the terrible pain beneath civil unrest, we could use the intersectionality of social justice movements to try and heal inequities related to gender, race, and even species. Speaking of intersectionality, VINE animal sanctuary in Vermont has a great resource page on the topic. Focusing in on race in particuar, Dr. A. Breeze Harper does the work on her website and with her book, Sistah Vegan. The resources are there for us if we decide to take them up.

Beyond that, I don’t have an easy answer. I can’t even tell you whether I’d bother with the tofurky divan. Not bad but lots of work. What I do think we should all do is nourish ourselves and try to nourish each other. That’s always worth the effort. Right?

Oh, happy hundredth anniversary, girls. Vote.

Spirit box: Ponderings on Alice Paul

Suffer(age) –

suffrage

1 :  a short intercessory prayer usually in a series

2 :  a vote given in deciding a controverted question or electing a person for an office or trust

3 :  the right of voting :  franchise; also :  the exercise of such right

A picture of Alice Paul hangs over my desk at the domestic violence shelter. The two of us labor away; each bent over a desk, pouring our souls into phones. I like the image when I think of us, stacked on top of one another in this anachronistic graph. We are two pings on the radar that maps out eternity (or so I like to think).

I wonder how our conversations are different. I wonder how they are the same. The women’s’ voices floating into our ears, faint as crackling missives from the spirit world, are channeling the same frequency regardless of the history. They speak of battery, rape, unfair wages, reproductive coercion, unfeeling governments, incompetent societies, corrupt police and policies. Has anything changed?

I think of Alice and her women. They couldn’t vote at the ballot box. They voted with bricks through windows. They chained their bodies to the White House fence. Then came the infamous hunger strikes. Their wardens, husbands and priests would shove tubes in their noses and save them with a baptism of milk and eggs. They literally crammed the patriarchy down the women’s throats.

They were force-fed other mothers’ breastmilk and ovum as if they themselves were foie gras geese all for the crime of insisting that they were more than eggs, breasts, and thighs. They were tortured for insisting that we are all more than meat.

Is anything better now? Is it actually worse? Women are treated the same, but we are much more meek. Where are the brick-throwers, the fence-chainers, the hunger-strikers? Have they gone completely extinct?

Politeness is a strong instinct. After all, who wants to be a “bitch Femi-Nazi?” No, no. We think, such radicalism is too extreme. Things are much better now. We tell ourselves that sexism is over. We drive cars and have smartphones, for heaven’s sake. It’s manipulative to play the Woman Card. Just smile pretty and try not to think.

It’s not like mail-in ballots are being “lost” in their hundreds. It’s not like polling stations are being closed or moved with no advance notice. The closed polls and missing ballots surely don’t come predominantly from areas with socio-economic or partisan implications. It’s not like state and Federal supreme courts are backing this obstruction. Right? Right?! Not in our shining beacon of a Democracy. Right.

I finally remind myself that “suffrage” at its core really means prayer. It means to beg for intercession from someone or something who just might care. This is what I hear day after day entering my soul through my sweating ear.

I just want him to be the man I married.

I just want a car so I can get to work.

I just want to earn enough that I can afford to get off welfare.

I just want the fucking child support!

I just want to kick these pills.

I don’t want to be piss-tested for my welfare or forbidden to buy a candy bar.

I just want my kids to have it better than me.

I just want someone to listen to me.

So, I listen. Does it do any good? I would offer absolution if I could. If I weren’t a woman, I could be a priest, but my body is not enough like Christ’s. I could give them 96 Hail-Marys. I could tell them to do penance for every un-cherished year since we have had the right to vote but we don’t. Why don’t we feel enfranchised?

Who feels heard when the same struggle for survival is grinding on as if nothing ever changed? When we all know we’re little more than meat? Put on some lip gloss and don’t say anything too political. Never get angry. Certainly, never ever throw a brick. Smile pretty and try not to think.

No, many of the women I hear with my sweating ear pressed to the phone will not vote. Does that make it our fault? I don’t know. Go ask Alice. But vote or no vote, you can bet that every one of us is asking,

When the fuck are we going to count?

What? Aren’t you wondering? #metoo.

The rest is his-story. There seems to be no end to the Age of Suffering.

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A Blazing World: Non-human Animals as the Subjects in Feminist Science Fiction

Every once in a while, I like to put on my thinking cap (it’s pointy, of course) and consider big-picture questions about stories and story-craft. This turned out to be one of those days.

When I write about species issues or veganism in a fiction context, I like to work in either the Horror or Science Fiction genres. With Horror, I like to play with the ideas of predator and prey. What can I do to make the human reader empathize with prey?

Horror is great for putting humans back in the food chain. These scary stories make us think how we would hope to be treated if we encountered a predator who was stronger than us and was at liberty to farm, hunt, or otherwise consume us if they chose to.

Or, what can I teach the reader (and myself) about human nature when I put humans into the roles of different types of predators? Does the reader identify with the predator in my story? Do they enjoy this feeling or does it disturb them?

In Science Fiction I like the opportunity to place a story in an alternate world, perhaps with the same effect as the Horror strategies I delineated above. Science Fiction is another great way to play with the boundaries around species. We can write about human and non-human hybrids or challenge the ethics of modern scientific practices.

Both Horror and Science Fiction allow for the deliberate blurring of species lines. The Wolf-man of Horror or the Human Fly of Science Fiction would be a couple of examples. The details of these stories give us the opportunity to play with multiple layers of context.

The role as predator or prey is central to these stories. In some, the non-human traits of the protagonist are a curse. In others, they are a gift. Spider-man, for example, is made a super hero by the blending of his human and non-human traits.

What traits can be designated human versus non-human? The whole concept is subjective. Often, human beings say that language is a marker that distinguishes our species from others. We ignore the obvious fact that other species speak to one another in their own ways.

Another trait that humans claim as exclusive to our own species is morality. This is a highly ironic assertion given our treatment of virtually every other living thing on the planet (and quite often one another).

So, what are the tangible differences, if any? They seem to be constructed entirely of assumptions and biases.

For centuries, human beings in a predominance of major world cultures have been taught that we are separate from and somehow superior to other animals. This is so much the case that the phrase, “other animals,” sounds discordant and somehow offensive to the uncritical listener.

Non-human animals are used by people for food, labor transportation, entertainments, fashion, sport, comfort, therapy, military service and testing, and scientific experimentation. Although industrialization removed some of the burden on non-human animals for things like transportation and labor, their situation has continued to decline.

Increases in meat-eating amongst the growing throngs of humanity have created more and more exploitative agriculture. This not only harms the animals inside the industry but displaces others. Species go extinct daily as habitat is destroyed and our planet is pushed closer and closer to collapse.

It seems like whenever non-humans almost get a break, our species finds a way to undo the progress. It seems to me that, if we fail to redact our world-view in which non-human animals are mere tools, toys, or obstacles then our bottom-line behaviors will never change.

Take lab-grown meat. It is a great hope that lab meat will reduce the suffering of farmed animals and the climactic destruction of agriculture. At the same time, science is finding a new “use” for these creatures.

Despite ethics-motivated funding bans, scientists are persisting in their work to perfect techniques whereby human organs can be “custom-ordered,” with the consumer’s DNA used to cultivate human hearts, livers, etc. inside the living bodies of creatures like sheep, pigs, and cows.

This way humans can keep eating animals (even if lab-grown) and get an animal’s organ for transplant once this unnatural and unhealthy diet has given them heart disease, diabetes, or something of the type. This is the kind of mad scientist nonsense that even Mary Shelley wouldn’t have wanted to believe. What was that about humans being the only species with a sense of morality?

As already discussed, non-human animals aren’t the only ones who suffer due to “othering.” The other can be a fluid designation. When we are so accustomed to seeing those who look, speak, think, act differently than ourselves as inferior it has a broad impact. Any time you hear people discussing whether to be “humane” to other humans, they are (usually unconsciously) taking a position that these other folks are below them and therefore something less than fully human.

Human history is full of periods when white people have argued with a totally straight face that non-whites are a different (and inferior) species. Caucasians are not alone in this, but we serve as an easy example. The United States has been a repeat offender.

Laws governing the ownership and treatment of non-white slaves mirrored those applied to livestock. Genocidal bounties for native people’s skins or assorted body parts was the origin of the offensive term, “Red Skin.” The American period of the Chinese exclusion act (the late 1800s) saw Chinese immigrants portrayed as “pests” like wild pigs and rats in mainstream media. The U.S. is certainly not alone.

The current United States administration (the President, in fact) is on record referring to Muslims and especially South Americans as “animals” and an “infestation.” Controversy about how immigrants arrested at the border are being kept, sometimes even in cages that Senatorial visitors have compared to “dog kennels,” adds to this age-old intersection of speciesist and racist “othering.”

The machinery and methods of the Nazi holocaust were based upon American slaughterhouses. There were also periods of time when men asserted that women were so inherently unlike them, we were basically a whole other type of creature. The word chattel, derivative of cattle, refers to owned animals. It has also been applied to slaves, women, and children who are owned by the male head of house.

The idea that only men can be clergy in certain religions is a remnant of this view. But, it is not only religion. Science of a more dimly-lit and patriarchal period suggested women had floating uteruses that would clog up their other functions and make them intellectually as well as physically incapable of performing the same tasks as men.

These biases extend to laws as well as normative behaviors. Tradition tells us that the “rule of thumb” in British Common Law sought the “humane” treatment of women by stipulating that their owners (husbands, fathers) could only beat them with implements the diameter of their thumb. The truth of this is now somewhat controversial, but I would suggest that the patriarchal sentiment that kept the saying alive for centuries was and is very real.

Why haven’t we gotten rid of all this nonsense in our supposedly enlightened age? I think it has to do with fear. Specifically the fear of what might happen to us if we start letting go of our privileges.

Once you start letting “others” into your sphere of concern it gets harder to exclude everyone else. This is what Southern slave-holders and misogynist culture-bearers were screaming about during progressive movements like Abolition and Suffrage.

In a way (thankfully), they were right. The more we think about similarities the more of them we see. It becomes harder and harder to marginalize others. Though the last hold-out of our most cruel biases remains speciesism.

Mary Shelley’s mother, Mary Wollstonecraft, put feminism on the map by writing Vindication of the Rights of Woman in 1792. She made such a splash with this treatise on the basic humanity and equality of women that it elicited an immediate satirical response connecting women’s rights directly with non-human animal’s’ rights. Thomas Taylor published Vindication of the Rights of Brutes. Though he put forth some valid anti-speciesist arguments, he was intending them as satire. He was trying to say, “If you’re going to let women in, what next? Sheep?”

Thankfully, Taylor didn’t get the last word. In 1813 Wollstonecraft’s son-in-law, Percy Shelley, finished the “Vindication” trilogy with Vindication of Natural Diet. He made an earnest pro-vegetarian (vegan, by modern definition) argument. In his version the message was basically, “Yes, sheep too. Speciesism is a meaningless and harmful bias. Eat plants.”

He went through all the arguments for vegetarianism as motivated by ethics, health, social equality, and environmentalism. The last sentence of the booklet was literally in all-caps, stating, “NEVER TAKE ANY SUBSTANCE INTO THE STOMACH THAT ONCE HAD LIFE.”

There has long been a tendency to question the validity of species as a marker of superiority. I would like to consider three authors whose work merges at a particularly interesting point. At least, it interests me. These writers were feminists who wrote Science Fiction which played with the concepts not only of gender but of species.

My three authors were women in times of rigid patriarchy. Their treatment of the other therefore tended to put women and non-humans into a lot of the same categories. They did this by making non-humans or human/non-human hybrids the subjects (and sometimes even the protagonists) of their stories. These three writers are Lady Margaret Cavendish, Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley, and Charlotte Perkins Gilman.

Each of these writers are usually understood through the lens of their gender. The fact that they were writing as women in an era when most writers were men makes it understandable for readers to focus on this element of their perspective when trying to understand their subtexts and deeper meanings.

For instance, Shelley’s Frankenstein is usually understood as a story about men taking reproductive control away from women. The male doctor in the story learns to make a new life without the normal biological processes in which a mother is central.

We miss out if we fail to take our analysis of these women’s work even deeper than gender. They all included non-human animals in their sphere of concern and used their own perspective as the other to interact with other species. The lessons that their work has to offer modern readers and writers is what I would like to take a closer look at.

For each, I will give a short biographical sketch. Remember that whole biographies have been written about each. There is plenty to explore if you are interested. Bear in mind, their vegetarian or animal-rights interests are usually omitted or negated in these mainstream works.

Second, I will include some brief samples of their work in which they address species. And finally, I will list my own understandings of how these writers employed different creative strategies to play with concepts of species and sameness versus otherness.

Lady Margaret Cavendish, Duchess of Newcastle (1623-1673):

Margaret Lucas, whose anti-vivisectionist and literary exploits earned her the nickname “Mad Madge,” was born to upper-class parents in exactly the wrong place and time. Her family’s support of the monarchy during the English Civil War led to their home being destroyed by a pro-parliament mob when she was about eighteen.

The family cashed in some goodwill from the royal family that landed Margaret a job as a lady in waiting to the Queen (Henrietta Maria). She met and married William Cavendish, the Marquis of Newcastle while serving the exiled Queen in Paris.

Like her father and brothers, Margaret’s husband was a progressive who supported her intellect and education. He paid for the publication of all her books. One of these books became an early example of the Science Fiction genre. This was “The Blazing World.”

Often described as a “satirical utopia,” the story follows a human woman who is lost at sea and washes up in an alternate dimension. Here, the creatures are all human/non-human hybrids. There are bear-people, fox-people, fish-people, and so on.

In a nod to the speciesism she was raised in, Margaret does have her human protagonist immediately enshrined as Empress by these other beings. But, she conveys a world in which non-humans have moral agency. Often, they are portrayed as superior to humans in that regard.

The book is a fanciful romp in which she uses the Empress’ interactions with these strange creatures to contemplate subjects such as natural science and ethics. The questions they tackle include, “Why is the sun hot?” “Why is coal black?” and “Should monsters (the other) be used in scientific experiments?”

In an Avatar-like climax, the Empress leads an army of anthropomorphic creatures back into our world. Together, they defeat the evil humans who caused her exile.

Margaret engaged in animal-rights related topics in her fiction and non-fiction. She wrote books on natural history and rhetoric. Due to her noble status, she was one of the rare women allowed into the Royal Society of London in 1667, which was basically the think-tank of the times for philosophy and science. There, she took on some of the heavy-hitters of her day.

Among other things, she challenged Rene Descartes on his practices of vivisection. In other words, she challenged his popular argument that non-human animals are not sentient and therefore can be used by humans in any way we see fit. Descartes’ work is still used as a rationale for scientific and military uses of other animals.

Given a Classical education by her father and brothers, Margaret seemed to favor the ethical vegetarianism of writers like Plutarch and Ovid. She particularly loathed the blood sports of the noble class.

Her poem, “The Hunting of the Hare,” does such a good job of “humanizing” a hare named Wat that the story of his torture and death is quite difficult to read. Bear in mind that Margaret wrote in a time when the English language was spoken and written very differently. This version of her poem is updated in language. It sometimes messes up the cadence of the poem, but it makes her meaning more clear.

Then Wat was struck with terror, and with fear,

Thinks every shadow still the dogs they were.

And running out some distance from the noise,

To hide himself, his thoughts he new employs.

Under a clod of earth in sand pit wide,

Poor Wat sat close, hoping himself to hide.

 

Her use of anthropomorphism, in this case, is a clear example of how the tactic can be effective in getting normally uncritical, speciesist readers to question a culturally normative practice.

In the end, “Poor Wat” is captured and torn apart by the hounds. Margaret finishes the poem with an indictment not only of hunting but of meat-eating. She says:

As if that God made Creatures for Man’s meat,

To give them Life, and Sense, for Man to eat;

Or else for Sport, or Recreations sake,

Destroy those Lives that God saw good to make:

Making their Stomachs, Graves, which full they fill

With Murdered Bodies, that in sport they kill.

Yet Man doth think himself so gentle, mild,

When he of Creatures is most cruelly wild.

And is so Proud, thinks only he should live,

That God a God-like Nature did him give.

And that all Creatures for his sake alone,

Was made for him, to Tyrannize upon.

I have often wondered if Margaret’s experiences during the English Civil War informed her understanding of “being hunted.” In either case, her identity as a woman placed her in the category of other. She pushed against resistance and patronization when it came to her writing, her intellectual interests, and her social justice activism.

As a woman, she seemed to seek to placate her critics by joking about her humble “scribbles.” Perhaps her attempt to express some of her serious beliefs within the context of Science Fiction was a strategy. She stepped completely outside the realm of patriarchal, academic concern. In that way, she was able to speak directly to her readers.

I think that a prime tactic Margaret Cavendish used in her writing about non-humans was anthropomorphism that underscored similarities between species rather than differences. She asserted that non-humans also crave life, avoid suffering, and seek a happy fulfillment for their lives.

Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley (1797-1851):

Where Margaret Cavendish was fortunate due to her marriage into the nobility, Mary Shelley was similarly advantaged by being born into celebrity. Her parents were prominent intellectuals who constantly pulled the progressive thinkers and artists of their day into their orbit.

Her father, William Godwin, advocated for anarchism. This was basically the movement of human societies back toward non-hierarchical and voluntary associations of the self-governed rather than large governments. His book, “An Enquiry Concerning Political Justice,” put him at the center of radical philosophical society.

As previously mentioned, her mother was Mary Wollstonecraft, who wrote “A Vindication of the Rights of Women.” This is still regarded as one of the foundation treatises for the ideals and issues of feminism. Tragically, Mary Wollstonecraft died when her daughter was only a few days old.

For Mary, her mother became more of a household deity than a parent. Her grief-stricken father took great pains to educate his daughter in the way he thought his wife would have wanted. More than this, he educated her to carry on her mother’s legacy.

Vegetarians, otherwise known in the old days as “Pythagoreans” or “food reformers,” were part of the Godwin-Wollstonecraft Salon. To what extent Mary herself embraced vegetarian ideals is unclear. But, she was surrounded by vegetarian sentiment, and seemingly made no effort to distance herself from it.

In “Vindication,” Mary Wollstonecraft asserted that non-human animals should also be extended compassion and justice. She said that children must be taught not to abuse animals if they were going to have a good character. She said, “Justice, or even benevolence, will not be a powerful spring of action unless [they] extend to the whole creation ….”

So, Mary’s daughter had plenty of exposure to vegetarian ideas by the time she met Percy Shelley. Percy had embraced strict vegetarianism (basically veganism) about a year before they met. He was heavily influenced by the vegetarian classical philosophers like Pythagoras, Porphyry, and Ovid.

Percy’s own dietary recommendations in his vegetarian booklet mirror those of his contemporary, Dr. Henry Lambe. We can observe this from Dr. Lambe’s 1813 book which is accurately if inelegantly titled, “Water and Vegetable Diet in Consumption, Scrofula, Cancer, Asthma, and Other Chronic Diseases.”

I bring up Percy’s vegetarian guidebook because it is like a secret decoder kit for understanding the vegetarian messages in Frankenstein.

One example is the reference in Mary’s book to Prometheus.  The full title of her story was, “Frankenstein: or, The Modern Prometheus.”

Percy’s work talks a lot about Prometheus. If you remember your Greek mythology (or feel like googling it), Prometheus was the guy who decided to circumvent the will of the gods and give humanity the gift of fire.

The gods didn’t think humans could handle the power of fire. They were afraid our species would wreak havoc through the unintended consequences of our ignorant wielding of this technology. Sound familiar? Victor Frankenstein as the Modern Prometheus also tried to act like a god and ended up causing all sorts of suffering.

In Vindication, Percy says, “The supereminence of man is like Satan’s, a supereminence of pain; and the majority of his species, doomed to [poverty], disease, and crime, have reason to curse the untoward event, that by enabling him to communicate his sensations raised him above the level of his fellow animals.”

You may be scratching your head at this point. I’m sure you’ve seen a few versions of Frankenstein. You probably didn’t see anything vegetarian about it. So let me explain the Romantic Era vegetarianism that is prominent in Shelley’s original book.

The “creature” Dr. Frankenstein makes is made of animal parts as well as human parts. He becomes the “Adam” of a new species. He declares his intention to eat vegetarian foods like acorns and berries. If you pay attention, he never eats meat. Only occasionally when foraging does he take some cheese or milk. The creature’s diet mimics the preferential foods of classic vegetarian forebears like Ovid, Plutarch, and Milton.

The creature is formed in his character by the hatred and rejection he faces from human beings. He begins as a loving innocent and ends as a vindictive killer.

Despite this, the creature retains more dignity and more grasp on his moral compass than does his human creator. Like Margaret Cavendish, Mary Shelly hints that non-humans may have a more authentic connection to goodness and innocence than humanity.

The story is a cautionary tale against what we now know as speciesism. Dr. Frankenstein is the modern Prometheus because, like that classical character, he defies the gods to give humans more power than we can safely handle. The consequences are literally monstrous.

Mary is very specific about the creature being a new species. In Volume One, Chapter Three, Victor Frankenstein brags, “A new species would bless me as its creator and source, many happy and excellent natures would owe their being to me.”

When his creature wakes up and tries to embrace him, Frankenstein flees in terror. Playing god turned out to be more than he could handle. He abandons his creation to face the world alone.

Recognized as different by the humans around him, the creature is abused and reviled. He hides in the shed of a farming family and slowly learns to speak by reading books. The creature thinks that imitating human language will earn him acceptance. When he is proven wrong his bitterness and taste for vengeance fester.

The creature affirms this species distinction when he demands that Dr. Frankenstein make him a mate. In Volume Two, Chapter Eight, he says, “…my companion must be of the same species and have the same defects. This being you must create.”

The creature was born loving. Through loneliness and rejection, he develops a hatred of human beings that results in a killing spree. Frankenstein playing god unleashes a world of suffering for himself and everyone around him.

Shortly thereafter, in Chapter Nine, the creature elucidates the consequences of speciesism. He says, “Shall I respect man, when he condemns me? Let him live with me in the interchange of kindness, and, instead of injury, I would bestow every benefit upon him with tears of gratitude at his acceptance. But that cannot be; the human senses are insurmountable barriers to our union. Yet mine shall not be the submission of abject slavery. I will revenge my injuries: if I cannot inspire love, I will cause fear….”

Here, the creature seems to speak for all non-human animals. His story urges the thoughtful reader to contemplate the consequences of human insensitivity to, as Percy called them, our “fellow animals.”

Frankenstein is an example of a less obvious vegetarian message. You literally need a guidebook (Percy’s Vindication) to understand it. But, the story shares some themes with “The Blazing World.”

Both stories have human-animal hybrids who use human language and mannerisms to convey the inner thoughts and motivations of other creatures. In Margaret’s work, these creatures exist in another world. In Mary’s the creature is created through the hubris of mankind and the misapplication of technology.  In both stories, these beings eventually resort to violence and attack humans. Each story has elements of both morality play and a cautionary tale.

Charlotte Perkins Gilman (1860-1935):

Charlotte was born into a family of tough, intelligent women. She lived during the prime times of the Suffrage Movement. She spent many years running an independent press that published books as well as a feminist newspaper. But, times were sometimes tough. She even made money for a while by selling soap from door to door. But, she lived life on her own terms, right up until she killed herself. A proponent of assisted suicide, she employed it when she learned she had terminal cancer.

She seemed to love learning and writing from an early age. Since her father abandoned the family when she was young, her maternal aunts were always around for support. And these aunts exposed Charlotte to a woman’s creative potential.

One of them, Harriet Beecher Stowe, authored “Uncle Tom’s Cabin.” A fictional story that exposed the cruelty of slavery, it was so influential that President Abraham Lincoln reportedly called Stowe “the little woman who started the war.”

Charlotte’s mother didn’t want her kids to waste time on flights of fancy. She forbade her children to even read works of fiction. Perhaps in the spirit of rebellion, Charlotte persisted with her creative interests.

Her best-known work was The Yellow Wallpaper, which is a women’s studies classic. Perhaps best described as psychological horror, it’s a fictionalized account of Gilman’s own experience with post-partum depression (specifically the way her male doctor and her husband responded to her distress).

Like many feminists (suffragists) of her era, Gilman saw the plight of non-human animals as very connected to the plight of women, or other oppressed human beings. She wrote a poem that reflected her empathy for other animals after spending a night in a hotel near the railroad, listening to the pitiful noises of the cattle being shipped to slaughter.

THE CATTLE TRAIN

Below my window goes the cattle train,
And stands for hours along the river park,
Fear, Cold, Exhaustion, Hunger, Thirst and
Pain;


Dumb brutes we call them – Hark!
The bleat of frightened mother -calling young,
Deep-throated agony, shrill frantic cries,
Hoarse murmur of the thirst-distended tongue
Up to my window rise.


Bleak lies the shore to northern wind and sleet,
In open-slatted cars they stand and freeze
Beside the broad blue river in the heat
All waterless go these.


Hot, fevered, frightened, trampled, bruised
and torn;


Frozen to death before the ax descends;
We kill these weary creatures; sore and worn,
And eat them– with our friends.

 

The specter of doomed mothers and children calling to one another from the cattle cars reflects Charlotte’s ability to remove the barrier of species and to frame females across species as the same versus the other. She takes this concept much farther in a Science Fiction book she calls, “Herland.”

The story has a snarky and humorous tone. It is told through the incredulous point of view of some “gentlemen explorers” who stumble upon a women-only society and are shocked by the different culture they find.

The women of Herland are essentially a different species. Through parthenogenesis, they produce only female offspring. They state that there have been no men in their civilization for two-thousand years.

A prominent aspect of Gilman’s Herland is that the women do not exploit animals for food or labor. As with the stories of the Golden Age the women of Herland live primarily off fruit and nuts. It is a touchstone of connection with Frankenstein.

In one section of the text, the male visitors ask how these people get milk without cows. A woman named Somel tells them that they rely on their own milk. One small segment of this is as follows:

“Whatever do you do without milk?” Terry demanded incredulously.

“MILK? We have milk in abundance—our own.”

“But—but—I mean for cooking—for grown people,” Terry blundered, while they looked amazed and a shade displeased.

Jeff came to the rescue. “We keep cattle for their milk, as well as for their meat,” he explained. “Cow’s milk is a staple article of diet. There is a great milk industry—to collect and distribute it.”

Still they looked puzzled. I pointed to my outline of a cow. “The farmer milks the cow,” I said, and sketched a milk pail, the stool, and in pantomime showed the man milking. “Then it is carried to the city and distributed by milkmen—everybody has it at the door in the morning.”

“Has the cow no child?” asked Somel earnestly.

“Oh, yes, of course, a calf, that is.”

“Is there milk for the calf and you, too?”

It took some time to make clear to those three sweet-faced women the process which robs the cow of her calf, and the calf of its true food; and the talk led us into a further discussion of the meat business. They heard it out, looking very white, and presently begged to be excused.

 

So in 1915, Gilman is laying out the ethics behind feminist veganism which are still considered radical and fringe today. By removing species as a barrier she includes all females within the scope of feminist concern.

Conclusions:

What strategies can modern readers and writers of the Science Fiction and Horror genres learn from these three women? Here are a few of my own conclusions.

  • Anthropomorphism can be a useful tool for leading readers into the first stages of empathy for non-humans. Though it can be misleading, it is also a way to invite people to consider the ways we are similar to other animals. We must be vigilant when using this tool not to fall into anthropocentrism (being human-centered). Margaret Cavendish having her human protagonist immediately made “Empress” by the creatures in the alternate world is one example of this. I feel that it unconsciously assumes, and therefore propagates, the notion of human superiority.
  • Stories do not have to be overtly vegan (or vegetarian) to convey vegan philosophies. A vampire who chooses to consume donated blood or another substance versus vampires who hunt or even farm humans would be one example (which I play around with in my own vampire story, “Revenant: Blood Justice”).
  • A story can explore the arguments for compassion versus domination without overtly calling them out. Mary Shelly lays out numerous vegetarian philosophies in Frankenstein without beating the reader over the head with them. One drawback of this strategy is that uncritical readers may miss the message. The subtlety of Mary’s vegetarianism has made it all too easy for future generations to erase from the narrative. Watch any adaptation of her novel and just try to pick out a single vegetarian or animal rights subtext.
  • Stories that use non-human protagonists, or human/non-human partnerships, to tell an “underdog” kind of story, can help readers to see the similarities between species. The modern motion picture, “Seabiscuit,” contains elements of this strategy. Charlotte uses the social norms of the women in Herland to illustrate that feminism addresses the abuses of females from all species. Breast milk should belong to the mother and her child. Ovum (eggs) should be under the individual female’s “reproductive control.” In other words, the female body is not meant to be owned and consumed by others, either in sum or in parts.

Stories that push back against speciesism seek to showcase similarities between animals, rather than differences. The audience is invited to consider the common goals of both human and non-human animals. These might include the desire for safety and happiness or the love of family.

Anyhow, those are my thinking-cap musings of the moment. Back to the lab.

 

 

 

 

 

The Lady is a Vamp (the female “vampire” archetype in mainstream and the counterculture)

“A vampire is a good woman with a bad reputation, or rather a good woman who has had possibilities and wasted them” — Florenz Ziegfeld

The silent movie credited with the “vamp” connection. Really, it was much older.

My vamp(ire) novel, “Revenant: Blood Justice,” is prowling the earth! Check the horror page on this site or my Facebook author page for purchase info and for regular updates on all my different types of work. I’m pretty eclectic, so keep checking and you might find something you like.

To celebrate Revenant, I thought I would post about the vamp in history.

The female vampire as an unnatural, predatory monster was a trope developed in the late nineteenth and early twentieth century. She represented the fears of a patriarchal culture (inhabited by both men and women) who believed the “new woman” was a very real threat to the very fiber of virtuous and well-functioning society. This vamp clawed her way into the mass consciousness in the years before all women in the US and UK got the vote. At this key point of culture change, it is no wonder that the women behind it were figuratively (and sometimes literally) equated with monsters.

The first reference to this type of vamp is in the 1897 poem, “The Vampire,” by Rudyard Kipling. Suffice to say, old Rudy had some issues. He never used the word vampire except in the title. But his portrayal of what moderns might think of as a “gold-digger” used the imagery of a soul-sucking, insatiable monster to great effect. One example as he commiserates with similarly victimized men is:

The fool was stripped to his foolish hide
(Even as you and I !)
Which she might have seen when she threw him aside
(But it isn’t on record the lady tried)
So some of him lived but the most of him died
(Even as you and I !)

Here she is—the uncaring beast (not like a man in intellect or morality) who will suck you dry if you give her an invitation. His readers carried on developing the vampire metaphor. When silent screen siren Theda Bara starred in the film, “A Fool there Was,” based on Rudy’s poem, the full-on vamp was born. Well, perhaps re-born. My current page image is a still photo from publicity for that film. The rapacious vamp will use her man until there is nothing left but brittle bone.

Theda Bara publicity shot.

Kipling’s tale of woe about a woman daring to have a relationship on her own terms became a type of anthem for the insecure patriarchs who were so distressed to see their privilege being gnawed away at by these rapacious jazz-age feminists and their sharp little teeth. By the era of the “flapper” women were going to college, working, gaining access to birth control, making nontraditional sexual choices, and about to get the vote. No wonder the vamp sprang out of the culture’s closet, right then. But, we’ll get to the “out of the closet” part, later. Right now, we’re still on hetero-normative.

There are lots of colorful terms for the young women of the generation in question. Molls, flappers, and vamps are some of the most colorful. While rebellious girls embraced all of these labels to a certain extent, they also had real social consequences – sometimes being used to give them a bad reputation that held these women back from attaining goals in education, work, or even domesticity (being accepted into a “good family”). The vamp was a particularly dangerous archetype to have hung around your neck, in those days.

Jetta Goudal vamping it up

Vamps were meant to be predatory, insatiable women who could not be trusted with men’s virtue, or even their physical health. Certainly, they weren’t wife and mother material. The predatory nature of vamps was two-pronged.

The vamp was a gold-digger and home-wrecker who ruined good men. Conversely, she was an unnatural, deviant type of female, who might prey upon and destroy otherwise innocent and virtuous young girls. In this way, the vamp as a tool of patriarchy was deployed to attack the many feminist leaders who, whether due to actual sexual identity or simple practicality, eschewed traditional marriage and created various sorts of partnerships with one another (other women).

We’ll start with the first one, since she’s the most commonly referenced. This is the hetero-normative vamp, who in modern times is actually admired. In a way, she has been harnessed by our current generational brand of patriarchy. She is sassy, sensuous, and doesn’t mind making herself a sexual object while she’s at it. If you’ve got it, flaunt it, right? This neutralizes her threat. Marilyn Monroe is a slightly retro but still valid version. Also Anna Nicole Smith. Their common, tragic ending suggests that this patriarchy-endorsed version of vamp may not be as enviable as she first appears.

1929: Louise Brooks in The Canary Murder Case.

One prominent example of the vintage vamp that remains to us comes from a 1919 article in a New York magazine called, “The Evening World.” In their March 27 edition, they praise the moral endeavors of a judge in Newark, NJ to combat the monstrous vamp. They report that this magistrate

“…has appealed to the Director of Public Safety for the creation of a ‘Vampire’s Gallery.’ By stern public posting of naughty eyes that will not behave, of hair that is too golden, of cheeks that are too pink, the Magistrate hopes to rid his town of the flirtie girlies and make that part of the world safe for domesticity.”

Personally, I’m trying to picture the wall of shame that local girls were presumably posted to if they looked too attractive to this dink and his friends. Were the pics at the post office next to mug shots of bank robbers and pedophiles? Or were those types of ne’er-do-wells not yet deemed a public safety issue? I’m also wondering if the photos were entirely punitive, or if they actually had a pre-Craigslist vibe. It’s super-creepy, in either case.

This Jersey magistrate (apparently quite a player, given his tons of insight) describes vampires as women who bleach their hair, wear lots of make-up, and go out on dates while using false names.

Not to be outdone, the author of the article doubles down when she (yes, she—remember the patriarchy always exploits the voices of its female adherents) suggests that the judge has only touched upon “the crudest exponent of the ancient art of [female] preying.” Using the queens in a deck of playing cards as a structure, she describes the really dangerous vamps and their vile motivations. Apparently:

The heart vamp works for love

The diamond vamp works for riches

The spade vamp works for success

The club vamp works for revenge

You can see in the illustration to the article that the vamp is a flapper, holding a tiny man the way King Kong held his lady, strewing playing cards in the wake of her serpentine tail.

What say you? These women dared to try and attain their own goals in relation to financial security, professional success, emotional fulfillment and basic self-defense? Witchcraft! Necromancy! Someone get the holy water and stake their uppity asses back into the dirt where they belong!

By referencing the magistrate and making the vamp a “public safety issue,” this article is very clear about the reasons folks comfortable in the patriarchal, base-line culture saw certain women as literally dangerous.

But what about the girl-on-girl vamp? Interestingly, she seems to have reawakened in the hallowed halls of the Academy—no doubt due to extreme patriarchal angst over women achieving educational goals and the advancements that came with them. These women were seen as literally monstrous in large part because they were seeking achievements that were not dependent on domestic deference to a man (father, brother, husband, or son).

Since virtually all female secondary education was held in sex-segregated (all girl) environments, the whole situation left an open invitation to equate their lifestyles directly with what we now call lesbianism. But in that time, they were referencing the most twisted and inauthentic stereotypes of women loving women—framing it as deviance, mental illness, and outright metaphysical evil. But, they weren’t entirely working from fiction. They were also lashing out against a very real phenomenon at work in the feminism of the times. I mean the phenomenon of female partnerships.

Women building lives with other women during the era of suffrage (roughly 1848 to 1928 in the US and UK) is a phenomenon dealt with extensively by author Lillian Faderman. She takes great care to note that there was a broad spectrum of relationship types. Some were totally “safety in numbers,” utilitarian types of partnerships. Some were the emotionally fulfilling “romantic friendships,” or “sisterhoods,” which were not sexual. And some were exactly what we would think of when we reference lesbian relationships today—up to and including a full partnership sharing resources, maybe raising kids, and generally having an emotional and sexual union. But, as with any marginalized group, they “all looked the same” to the mainstream culture and its masters.

Here are a few examples of the literary, lesbian-feminist vamp. One of the most classic examples is the 1915 book, “Regiment of Women,” written by Englishwoman Winifred Ashton under the pen-name of Clemence Dane. Note the militarized language which parallels the militant suffrage movement in Britain during this time.

In “Regiment of Women,” the predatory female teacher at the girls’ school is named Clare Hartill (heart-ill). She chews up and spits out the innocent girls in her charge, in every possible way. The writing is very sexually charged, and the vampirism is on an emotional (if not sexual) level more than a sanguinary one.

Another English novel in a similar vein (pardon, I couldn’t resist) is “White Ladies,” written in 1935 by Francis Brett Young. By this time the Brits had full suffrage, but the social unease is still apparent. Perhaps what women were doing with their newly legislated independence was freaking Francis out.

In this novel, the girls at the school are fed upon on a sanguinary level (their blood is actually consumed) by their evil teacher, Miss Cash. Note the connotation that a “career girl” like Miss Cash (who earns her own money) is necessarily suspect.

Not all the lesbian vampires were teachers. In Dorothy Sayers’ 1927 story, “Unnatural Death,” the villain is a predatory nurse. And not all these ladies are subtle. In Dorothy Baker’s “Trio” (1943), the vampire teacher drugs and imprisons her hapless female students.

You see how this goes. Women stepping out of the domestic, maternal zone are selfish, unnatural, over-sexed, greedy, and literally monsters. Parents have to guard their naive female children, lest they fall under the dreaded feminist thrall.

It seems, however, that all these monster tropes have a sociological arc. What begins as a cautionary tale becomes kind of exciting, and then down-right cool. Then, under the right cultural circumstances, it may swing back toward the cautionary again.

Note how the vampire resurrected as a desirable icon of powerful and charismatic personality. These creatures are often even portrayed as heroes. The LGBTQ vampire, for example, became admirable as a sexual and cultural outsider.

cavorting girl-on-girl vamps from The Vampire Lovers (1970)

In every case, the vamp shows us the ways in which classic horror creatures reflect human struggles and human nature. Like any good horror protagonist, we can only hope to survive by being adaptive learners. Good luck out there!

 

 

 

(PS: learn more about the REAL vampire thing from Enid in Revenant: Blood Justice at Black Rose Writing, Barnes & Noble, or Kindle).

 

 

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